tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62397552011-04-22T06:39:00.584+08:00wAdEvEr LaHznothin....bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comBlogger2541100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1145539938499176422006-04-20T21:31:00.000+08:002006-04-20T21:32:18.510+08:00new blog...http://wadeverlahzz.blogspot.com..pls relink me..thank you ppl..=)bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1145201086375016662006-04-16T23:14:00.000+08:002006-04-16T23:25:17.896+08:00weekend activity was kinda fun yup. reached dover to meet some typhoons then went to school tgt yup. kelvin, yan mei, ramesh, peishan and hwee kiat yup. and some others from other groups as well yup. then ice breakers again..then we were separted to diff groups again..but not fair la..kelvin and yan mei were same group. then the rest of us were alone in our group. only them from typhoon were in bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1144991868602996902006-04-14T13:02:00.000+08:002006-04-14T13:17:48.613+08:00hmmm..orientation this week was alrite la..a lil borin though..owells. monday had spice trng..boring. tues had introduction to school of built environment. wed had flag day. after lunch we decided not to do anymore..then went to play pool..hahaha..then went back to school after tt..met some of the typhoons after tt..talked and stuff..haha..really nice ppl to be with..my closest frens in poly yupbEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1144684227752018262006-04-10T23:46:00.001+08:002006-04-10T23:50:27.763+08:00mygosh..it was so sian today la..freakin staring at screens the whole day la..computer screen and the gps thingy's screen..owells..lets hope tmr will be more fun. haha..come on man..orientation is supposed 2 be fun yea? typhoon meetin tmr for lunch at fc 5 at 230..hahaha..i finish at 130 la..owells. shall discover the school more. hahaha..exploring..bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1144554224405170762006-04-09T11:34:00.000+08:002006-04-09T11:43:44.410+08:00yest tennis was gd..hahaha..nice playin again after SO LONG of slacking and not exercising..haha..lol. alas and farese came over yup. then after tt was freakin sian la..didnt know wad 2 do at all la..then was freakin starin at the com the rest of the day till dinner la..owells. after dinner went 2 my godparents place yup.goin cycling later with alas, maine and jo at east coast yup. long time bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1144411978489810222006-04-07T20:03:00.000+08:002006-04-07T20:15:38.763+08:00hmmm ok..i didnt go for the camp in the end..hahahaha..owells. yup. mygosh..today is so damn sian sia..afternoon met dionna to get her amaths book..stupid maths thingy i gotta do coz i didnt take a maths for o's..wth. so yea..got the book alrd..then was suppose 2 go parkway 2 meet wen for pool..but somehow it didnt happen and i went home..hahaha..yest the dinner was niceee..hahaha..at first all bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1144310487824386812006-04-06T15:48:00.000+08:002006-04-06T16:32:07.290+08:00hmmm..the last few days dam sian sia..nth much 2 do..hahaha..owells. later gonna have a typhoon outing yup. haha..celebratin daddy's bday..hahahaha..steamboat @ marina yup. but not everyone goin la yup. coz most of the others are in camps..hahaha..nvm la..we gonna have the cscc bbq on the 22th @ east coast then we all can meet up again..yupyup. then we can all talk cock..cock cock cock cock..bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1144129165801810912006-04-04T12:44:00.000+08:002006-04-04T13:57:57.093+08:00TYPHOON!! WHOOO!!came back from f.o. camp yest. IT WAS SUPER FUN!! haha..met lots of new frens as well..=) long time since i had a really fun camp..=) first day met in school @ 9..i was there like 815..freakin early..owells. then had some ice breakers..then we were split into our diff groups. TYPHOON..we all started to know each other..then started doin our flag. not bad la our flag. haha..quite bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1143608624374137612006-03-29T12:58:00.000+08:002006-03-29T13:03:44.386+08:00just came back from the clas chalet we had @ downtown east yup. kinda slpy la..didnt slp @ all last nite la..though i tried slpin..but the xbox was too tempting..ahaha..had drinks, bbq, pool..lots of it..hahaha..but it felt kinda sian la..dunno y..yup. damn funny..durin the bbq..we had a 'ritual'..burn the clown..ahahaha..lol. damn cool la..shall post the pic at the end of the post..but it might bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1143359225685423382006-03-26T15:37:00.000+08:002006-03-26T15:47:05.686+08:00i got a new laptop! hahaha..usin it to blog now actually. hahahaha..dun bother askin me the specs..coz i dunno..i got a com to use can alrd..hahaha..lol. friday had the sp enrolment..so went 2 school la yup. hahaha..i got my admin card alrd! hahaha..lol. im now officially a student of sp. hahaha..then after the enrolment was some freshman thingy. SPSU. tts wad its called. singapore poly students bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1142940788734836962006-03-21T19:28:00.000+08:002006-03-22T12:44:48.043+08:00hmmmm..lets see..went to book class chalet yest @ downtown east with wen, julian, darius, shakti and syafiq..met shakti b4 tt to play pool yup. then met wen and darius @ bedok..then mrted down to pasir ris..booked the chalet..had dinner then slacked ard @ downtown..played arcade and pool again..haha..somehow didnt have the mood to play. so yea. class chalet on monday 27th till wed yup. then rodaybEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1142476226047690842006-03-16T10:25:00.000+08:002006-03-16T10:31:27.776+08:00-im sry for pulling the string too tight. i will give it more slack so tt the kite can fly higher..but im scared. im afraid tt if i give it too much slack..it will fly away..and never come back bcoz the wind will bring the kite further away until it cant be seen anymore.i miss u..bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1142131506111619822006-03-12T10:41:00.000+08:002006-03-12T10:45:06.126+08:00why have things becomed like this? we're talkin lesser and lesser to each other..ever since the posting results were out. sigh. all i wish is for things to go back to the same as before..where we talked to each other everyday..thru msges and talkin thru the phone..i miss those times where we can just talk and crap ard..i miss u lots too..i want the old jess-amin back..the cheerful and fun loving bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1141827618853746282006-03-08T22:05:00.000+08:002006-03-08T22:20:18.913+08:00Lee Ryan - Army of loversThere's an army of lovers dying to meet youDying to make your aquaintanceIt could be you or it could be me So dont let goBecause I need you so.Im yours, and you are mineThere's something about you babyI want to hold you tonightAccident happen strangest of placesHow come the happen at allLook for the turning for something or nothingI wont let goBecause I need you so.Im bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1141647967709904402006-03-06T20:21:00.000+08:002006-03-07T10:36:02.560+08:00My Feelings for you.........-Let me not love you, for the rest of your life, but, for the rest of mine.- When you're not here, something's missing.. my smile.- I know I wont live 4eva.. but 4eva I'll be loving u...- If you think my eyes are beautiful, it's because they are looking at you..- Eight Letters, Three Words, Two People, One Meaning.......... I LOVE YOULove is the way you make someone bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1141439781227440472006-03-04T10:28:00.000+08:002006-03-04T10:36:21.236+08:00posted to sp. civil engineering yup. hmmm..nothin much to blog abt actually. or rather..no mood to blog yup. if u still havent known. ive stopped workin @ usm alrd. not goin back there to work anymore yup.this time im serious abt it.not hearing from u for 1 day makes me weak..sigh.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1141101007078599532006-02-28T12:23:00.000+08:002006-02-28T12:30:07.103+08:00im disappointed with myself for wad i did last nite. im really really sorry. guess i did it bcoz im afraid tt i would lose u.. im afraid tt after poly starts, we would go our separate ways coz we might get busy with school and stuff..and then might not even have time to msg each other. sigh. im really sorry. still frens with this foolish and stupid guy i hope?too embaressed to meet at u bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1140926506110470592006-02-26T12:00:00.000+08:002006-02-26T12:01:46.120+08:00why are u like this?its making me worried abt u.it hurts to see u like this.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1140453305221039882006-02-21T00:07:00.000+08:002006-02-21T00:35:05.270+08:00hmmm..bloggin coz someone asked me to. =P lets see..today i went back 2 work at usm..again..haha..hmmm. when i walked in..it somehow seemed kinda dull..found out later tt everyone kana scolded by see wee coz the mens wasnt replenished properly. hmmm. owells. i lucky la..when i came..see wee left. so yea. lucky me..hmmm. then the rest of the day was kinda alrite and sian. but i gotta admit. i was bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1140190561852442702006-02-17T23:32:00.000+08:002006-02-17T23:36:01.866+08:00hmmm..met up with wen for pool at parkway just now. he oso had to collect his racket so yea. then met glenn after tt to go east coast lagoon for dinner. longggg time nv eat there alrd. hahaha. then after tt walked to marine cove to meet julian, sl, edward, brendon, js and mark foo. but i left after awhile so yea. yup. nth much happen other than these yup. hmmm. was suppose to meet jess for movie bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1140056921584865152006-02-16T10:25:00.000+08:002006-02-16T10:28:41.596+08:00hmmm. im goin back to usm to work again. haha..coz its like i've nth 2 do until poly starts so might as well go back and work yup. hmmm. received my v day gift yest..all i can say is tt i has put a smile on my face. the amount of effort u put into it just showed how much i mean to u. =) but lookin at wad i got for u..and wad u got me..it makes me feel bad. sigh. make up for it nxt time ok? haha..bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1139803862560754322006-02-13T11:57:00.000+08:002006-02-13T12:11:02.570+08:00sighs. disappointed with myself for not even gettin at least 1 distinction. sighs. L1R4 21 points. where can i go? civil engineering. maybe i shld do tt. u'll nv know wad gd can come out of it after tt. for all u know..i might even like it. hmmm. ok. yest was my last day at usm. not workin anymore. yup. guess i will miss workin there yup. owells. will go back visiting there once in awhile. just bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1139499918535424352006-02-09T23:29:00.000+08:002006-02-09T23:45:18.586+08:00ITS TMR!!! MY GOSH!! so fast. when u want it to be fast..it comes slow. when its reachin alrd..it seems so fast. sighs. tmr 230 in school to collect results. die la. damn scared alrd. owells. wads done is done. we must accept wadever we get from it. yes.i cld see tt u were sad just now after i left. it hurts me to see u like this. i promise that i will try to not let it affect us.Craig David - bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1139410926882201692006-02-08T22:55:00.000+08:002006-02-08T23:03:34.766+08:00hmmm. work as usual today. but was let off earlier. supposed 2 work till 7..but see wee let me and jess off at 6. haha. coz there was nobody at all at the shop la. hahaha. owells. so we let usm early and went to eat. ate at kenny rogers!! someone at first say dun wanna eat the corn muffin coz she didnt like corn in the end still ate the muffin finish. hahaha.. i wonder WHO? ahahaha. =P after tt bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1139288153808125692006-02-07T12:50:00.000+08:002006-02-07T12:55:53.820+08:00hmmm..yest was wena's last day @ usm..so we all went for dinner after work..although i had off. haha..met jess b4 tt. supposed 2 meet @ 6 but she last min had smt on..so met alas first to play pool for awhile @ parkway..then went to marina to meet jess at 7. watched fun with dick and jane. alrite show la. a lil funny. quite alrite la. but not the best so yea. so after movie went back 2 usm. as bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1138983438817284152006-02-04T00:12:00.000+08:002006-02-04T00:18:23.836+08:00my most favourite gift ever. =)bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1138896565718721072006-02-03T00:05:00.000+08:002006-02-03T00:09:25.733+08:00being with YOU..makes me complete.YOU are everythin i will ever need. now and forever.guess i cant live without YOU in my life.YOU are my everything.ben-ica and jess-amin will live happily ever after. =) bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1138848111205798632006-02-02T10:32:00.000+08:002006-02-02T10:44:09.846+08:00SURPRISE!!!hahaha..wad can i say..im the greatest la..hahaha..everyone knew i was goin back 2 usm except u. sry la ok..heh. hahahahaha. =p yup. if u still dunno..im back workin @ u2 suntec. for another 2 weeks until the 12th yup. hahaha..went back yest..then someone was like blur..she tot she was still dreaming..hahaha..u weren't dreaming ya.. =)ok..so i went back 2 work @ usm yest..everythin wasbEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1138548553616605112006-01-29T23:14:00.000+08:002006-01-29T23:29:13.626+08:00HAPPY CHI NEW YR..went for breakfast @ my uncle's place as usual like every yr..then took pics as usual. then left for grand uncle's place. then had lunch @ macs again. practically did almost the same things like last yr. hahaha..then came back home 2 use com..then vernon kor kor and serene zhe zhe came over to bai nian to my parents. yup. then mums fren came over soon after for steamboat like bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1138416123828570542006-01-28T10:25:00.000+08:002006-01-28T22:11:31.833+08:00sigh. i really hope i made the right decision for us. yest was my last day at usm. left it with mixed feelings. everyone was tryin to get me to stay on. sigh. i really wanna stay on. but its a decision i decided some time ago and im not a person to go against it. since i decided tt im not gonna contd..i have my reasons so ya. i really hope u can understand. i felt really sad last nite after bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1138294389317035962006-01-27T00:49:00.000+08:002006-01-27T00:53:09.333+08:00THANX MY DEAR JESS-AMIN!!!she helped me change my template..although someone fell sick and i felt lonely at the shopfloor today. =(she just made my day and im v happy coz she did such a gd job in creatin a new template for me.thank you. =)lookin forward to tmr..bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1137764741147535932006-01-20T21:30:00.000+08:002006-01-20T22:02:13.606+08:00hmmm. went to tp and sp open house with jess aka jess-amin..and oh. btw. i got a new name given to me from my colleagues at u2. its called ben-ica. haha. =) we met @ ard 1215 yupyup at tampines. then went to the tp open house. hmmm. looks like i found wad im gonna join alrd. interior architecture & design. yes. im gonna do design at tp. anyone wanna join me?haha. so we walked ard tgt..saw a few bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1137081162040036562006-01-12T23:46:00.000+08:002006-01-12T23:52:42.046+08:00Just The Girl - The Click FiveShe's cold and she's cruelBut she knows what she's doin'She pushed me in the poolAt our last school reunionShe laughs at my dreamsBut I dream about her laughterStrange as it seemsShe's the one I'm after[Chorus:]Cause she's bittersweetShe knocks me off of my feetAnd I can't help myselfI don't want anyone elseShe's a mysteryShe's too much for meBut I keep comin' back bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1135573872431490742005-12-26T13:08:00.000+08:002006-01-02T11:07:17.480+08:00sighs. xmas eve and xmas day gotta work. sigh. new yr's eve oso. sian la..owells.im gettin tired of workin la..sigh.nvm. shall control it la..i wanted to work. shall work till the end.heh. bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1134276249069703602005-12-11T12:42:00.000+08:002005-12-11T12:44:09.070+08:00after so long of searchin..i finally found a job at u2 in suntec yupyup. but im workin alone. weiwen not gonna work with me. sian. hahaha..nvm la. gonna start work on monday..which is tmr!!!! omgosh la. hahaha..bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1132732585450303842005-11-23T15:51:00.000+08:002005-11-23T15:56:25.450+08:00ITS FINALLY OVER!! OH YEAH! =) after the sci paper..went 2 hilton straight coz we booked a hotel there so yea..dyed hair..golden brown at the back and light brown at the front..so yea. then prepared and stuff..went for grad nite downstairs. took lots of pics. the food quite sucky though..the games. even worst..no comment. took more pics with teachers..class. yea. then after tt went indochine for bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1132145471148675892005-11-16T20:50:00.000+08:002005-11-16T20:51:11.160+08:00oh yea..just a few more days and its all over! =)bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1129865920276671992005-10-21T11:36:00.000+08:002005-10-24T21:56:34.826+08:00i will do my best to get you now..i will not let this oppotunity slip.u said i can try.tts wad im just gonna do.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1129637250554026812005-10-18T20:04:00.000+08:002005-10-18T20:07:30.560+08:00went to esplanade library to study today.with alas, eld and wen..while waitin for the library to open..saw farese..he was goin 2 the library to study oso..mok was joinin him later..took a few pics..haha..then went 2 subway for lunch at raffles city..then went 2 parkway for pool after tt..now im back here. yup. gonna study soon alrd. yup. i tried to not like u any more..but i just cant help it.canbEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1129446979005499252005-10-16T15:13:00.000+08:002005-10-16T15:16:19.013+08:00life in barker has ended..no more lessons..no more time wastin in class..no more crap stuff we did..owells.i'll miss barker life.for now..o levels..sci prac on thurs..20 octchi o's..31 octthe rest of the papers..7, 8, 9, 11, 21 and 22 novI MUST GET MY 11 POINTS!bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1129107855032745202005-10-12T17:02:00.000+08:002005-10-12T17:04:15.036+08:00this is the last week of school before our study break..sighs. its gettin nearer and nearer..owells. gotta study very hard the next 3 weeks alrd. yupyup. 11 points here i come!! haha..bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1128686984187307272005-10-07T20:07:00.000+08:002005-10-07T20:09:44.193+08:00ok..guess it will never happen..owells.but at the same time..somethin else has happened..dunno is it for the good or bad..owells.sighs.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1128430036041606412005-10-04T20:31:00.000+08:002005-10-04T20:55:36.143+08:00wad a day..was involved in the commonwealth games baton passing thingy with terry..had some acjc talk b4 tt..then left halfway thru..then went 2 scgs to receive the baton..reached there SUPER early..then went 2 get a drink in their canteen..then mr faizal had 2 sit in the middle of the canteen..wth la..then everyone was like staring at 2 guys wearing super short running shorts..haha..then when bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1128173358256625382005-10-01T21:28:00.000+08:002005-10-01T21:29:18.263+08:00FINALLY GOT A NEW PHONE!!!motorola E398.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1128062987392273222005-09-30T14:48:00.000+08:002005-09-30T14:49:47.396+08:00i guess is no point in going after you anymore.i give up. u win.weitingbEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1127721180864633432005-09-26T15:49:00.000+08:002005-09-26T16:13:53.760+08:00CARLS JUNIORS!!!!oh yea..damn nice..but its a lil ex though..BUT NICE!!!ahaha..wasted time in school today. didnt do much. gonna finish school @ 1050 everyday until 3 weeks later. yupyup. then the next 3 weeks gonna hav study leave till start of o's.time flies so fast.when u want it to go by slowly..it passes so damn fast. owells.i guess i still like u..i know i told u i wont think bout it or bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1127482570844250172005-09-23T21:33:00.000+08:002005-09-23T21:36:10.850+08:006 weeks left to o's. damn fast. the yr has past so fast. felt so short only. sighs.I MUST get my L1R4 11 points.I MUST!bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1126440399004412882005-09-11T20:03:00.000+08:002005-09-11T20:06:39.010+08:00yay. my com's finally ok..haha..kinda lots happened in this 1 month..er..prelims..my BDAY..haha..cant rmb the rest. lol. gonna get back prelim results tmr..shit. damn worried. gotta hand in dnt tmr. FINALLY!! after 1 whole yr..owells. had a great time on my bday. although had chi paper in the morn. played a lil tennis, pool and bowled on tt day thanx 2 eld. yup. maine, jo, alas and eld bought me bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1124087331622553922005-08-15T14:23:00.000+08:002005-08-15T14:28:51.626+08:00sighs. my screwed up com screwed up again..the internet this time..sighs. at eld's house now..yupyup. havent checked all my stuff in a LONG LONG time. so many things hav happened..owells. havin prelims now..yup. didnt think i'll be goin online often even if my net was alrite..yea. guess im kinda studyin hard to do well..tryin. yup. owells. wait till my internet's alrite..then i'll blog again.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1122283952302016622005-07-25T17:21:00.000+08:002005-07-25T17:32:32.423+08:00hmmm..life seems to get more boring and more boring.sighs. owells.wad do i need to get it back to normal?someone to help me liven it up maybe?or how bout something exciting gets into my life?hmmm.i would prefer the first one. haha. lol.ah. wth.Dashboard Confessionals - As Lovers Goshe said "i've gotta be honest,you're wasteing your time if you're fishing round here."and i said "you must be bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1122207997992846672005-07-24T20:25:00.000+08:002005-07-24T20:26:37.996+08:00sigh. prelims is in 2 weeks or less!! im so dead.will i get my targeted L1R4 13 pts and L1R5 18 pts??i hope i can..bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1121777835089348882005-07-19T20:52:00.000+08:002005-07-19T21:32:06.330+08:00 my my..long time nv blog alrd. gonna watch the track finals tmr @ choa chu kang. yup. even though no one from br made it. so haha. did target setting 2day. aimed to get 18 points for L1R5 for prelims. its possible. if i strive to work hard for it. i will. i can do it. i must trust myself. planned to get B3 for eng, C5 for chi, B4 for science, A2 for com. humans., A2 for dnt and A2 for emaths. bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1120826098934907652005-07-08T20:32:00.000+08:002005-07-08T20:34:58.940+08:00screwed up runs. 100m was screwed. when i wanted to max my speed..my legs didnt respond to it..like somethin didnt let me max my speed..then long jump..i had to jump it in the end..was so close to qualiflying..haha..lol. like 15cm more la..haha..and the thing is i nv train for it at all..haha..lol. then relay. sigh. i was the only one who didnt make a mistake..shali slip @ the start..when i was bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1120575075261067162005-07-05T22:46:00.000+08:002005-07-05T22:57:04.520+08:00trng finished damn late 2day. 745..yup. did relay 2day. FINALLY! the formation is..shali, me, sid and peter. yup. felt kinda alrite receiving with left hand. better be la. its THIS FRI!! sighs. so fast.im gonna be so damn tired la. 100m in the morn..then long jump..then 4 by 1 in the afternoon. owells. shall foul my long jump. hehe..didnt even train at all for it. so ya. feelin kinda tired alrd. bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1120054051756837952005-06-29T22:01:00.000+08:002005-06-29T22:08:15.810+08:00wad a sian day. had no school. but watched the notebook at home coz peter lent me the vcd. it was nice. damn nice. damn touching. really nice movie. really really nice. feel like watchin it again. haha.damn sian bout dnt alrd. freakin waste time. put in so much effort. he say wth. i expected more. screw off la. im doin dnt for the a1..not to give u the recognition.tmr goin back school. sian. damnbEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1119879680183180642005-06-27T21:40:00.000+08:002005-06-27T21:41:20.193+08:00had extra trng 2day @ serangoon stadium after the 1st day of school. was damn sian. so went to the stadium with ferg and mark foo. once outside the stadium..i saw cedar ppl..i was like..sian. nvm. then some cj ppl were there alrd..then changed..haha..i went to the wrong side..last time the guys toilet was at the right side..but now change to left..then this cedar girl was givin me the 'wth r u bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1119756799686713072005-06-26T11:32:00.000+08:002005-06-26T11:33:19.690+08:00sighs. goin back to school tmr alrd. damn. gotta do my dnt now. gonna hav lots of trngs the next 2 weeks. tmr @ serangoon stadium..tues, thurs and fri @ bishan. yup. natz in 2 weeks.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1119675933101638932005-06-25T12:54:00.000+08:002005-06-25T13:05:33.106+08:00ok..yest was kinda tirnin day..yupyup. had trng in the morn. did 4 40m sprint starts..then did 2 100m sprints..then did 1 200m tempo run. did all with peter. then thempo run with angie and peter. yup. i had a slight twitch on my old injury. shit. damn scared it comes back now..2 weeks b4 natz. sighs. better wear the strap when i run now. kinda fun runnin in the rain. haha. slightly heavier than abEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1119428910326259522005-06-22T16:23:00.000+08:002005-06-22T16:32:20.393+08:00dunno wad i was thinkin abt yest. haiz..wads with me?? nvm.wasted time in school 2day. haiz. only liked the time when we played tennis. haha. had maths. the freakin teacher not gd la. lower sec teacher. even ng hwee fern slightly better..hahaha. then recess played tennis..mr lau damn pissed..shouted from outside the class to the tennis courts..wth la. then went for physics prac..cldnt go in yet..bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1119357760633398622005-06-21T20:34:00.000+08:002005-06-21T20:57:55.090+08:00sometimes i really dunno wad im thinkin about. i juz saw the jesse mccartney mtv for she's no you..sometimes i juz wish tt when i walk past some place with this group of gd lookin girls..they will turn and look at me..y..why do i feel this way?? haha. weird. sigh.wad if some day i became famous??will i ever feel the same way im feeling rite now?i dun think so..but i can get all the attention i bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1119170135233198372005-06-19T16:21:00.000+08:002005-06-19T16:35:35.286+08:00oh my gosh. ive got no mood to do any work at all!! tts freakin bad!! i wanted to do my dnt..but i fel damn lazy to do it. why? sighs. i gotta wake up soon..the freakin prelims are in early aug after nat day!! sighs. i've gotta start doin my revisions!! i juz hope someone will come and remind me tt its impt to start doin it. sigh. i cant wake myself up. i always tell myself wad i wan to achieve..bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1118805294714483442005-06-15T11:12:00.000+08:002005-06-15T11:14:54.720+08:00sighs. wasted my time this morn. supposed 2 hav trng at ccab at 930. took mrt down to newton. came out of the station. it was rainin very heavily. sat at the bus stop for awhile to see whether the rain will get smaller. but it didnt. then went home after tt. wasted my time. cld have slpt longer la. haiz. feelin so slpy now. hehe. aiya..shall go play cm 5 now..hahaha.. =PbEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1118725781881699682005-06-14T13:05:00.000+08:002005-06-14T13:10:19.276+08:00wasted my time goin to school 2day. went 2 "hand up" my folio..then go there..show him. he comment..then go off. wth. then he say so much la. say he expected me to do a lot better..haiz. pls la. i didnt know wad to do la. sigh. at least now i noe wad 2 do alrd la. yup. mark choo, max and charles were there oso. leonard damn funny. suppose 2 go for poa. but nv go. then he sit in the canteen dunno bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1118649411910627472005-06-13T15:31:00.000+08:002005-06-13T15:56:53.183+08:00wad a party yest..was kinda alrite la..but a lil borin in the end..ahahaha. =X met new and nice ppl there..like..er..hannah..aisha..and a few others la. yup. eliz, pauu, mel, elvis were there oso la..like duh la..haha. had drinks..was damn nice la..haha. I WANT MORE!!!!!!!!! haha. played dare and dare. i damn suay la..there were girls who got the bottle..but their dare had to hav a guy involved..bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1118562625624118202005-06-12T15:48:00.000+08:002005-06-12T15:50:25.966+08:00sighs. had my worst ever run tt day @ the mizuno wings..haiz. dun wanna blog bout it at all.mel's bday 2day..HAPPY BDAY TO U!!! =) goin 2 her party later with alas..yup. shld be a real nice party yup.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1118214992024586552005-06-08T15:08:00.000+08:002005-06-08T15:16:32.030+08:00wah..2days my most suay day!!! sigh. and wads with me and buses..haiz..1st..@ bugis..had trng..so ya..took bus down la..then saw eld there..wanted to take 170 to go ccab..ok..then freakin hell 5 960's passed by la..wth. then after the 5th one passed..170 then come..wth la..2nd time..after lunch @ macs with terry, peter and mark..went to the bus stop..wanted to take 171 then go raffles take 14 bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1118148352260992112005-06-07T20:36:00.000+08:002005-06-07T20:45:52.266+08:00long time since i blogged..went 4 camp..yup. had camp on fri..till yest..yup. paintball!!!! yeaa!!! headshot mr lai..haha..but he shot me in the leg..haha..mini aq..was station master..so kinda slack..=p slpt kinda alot of times..haha..like on the last day..slpt in the admin room when they were doin area cleanin..=P haha..kinda slack la the camp..every nite slpt @ ard 2am..yea..haha.. alrite la..bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1117638898649222412005-06-01T23:11:00.000+08:002005-06-01T23:14:58.656+08:00haha..its the 1st 2day..hmmm. yup.has nothin 2 do with me anymore.wth.y do i still think of it?-shrugs-bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1117461097228949442005-05-30T21:43:00.000+08:002005-05-30T21:59:02.143+08:00hmmm..gonna do 100m and long jump for natz..hmmm..was damn surprised when i found out tt i was gonna do long jump..nv did long jump ever b4..yupyup. haiz..the track teacher said tt the coach said i cld do long jump..so..hmmm. rite. trngs gonna be every mon..tues and fri..930 to 1130..sighs..gotta go back school for dnt oso..sigh. how i wish there were juz a lil more time..haiz. or maybe even a bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1117368902010912152005-05-29T20:11:00.000+08:002005-05-29T20:16:02.630+08:00seems like the past has won..it still lives in my mind..everytime i try to forget..it won't leave..wad m i to do?y do i keep lookin at the pics and neos we took?y i do i still think of u?y do i miss u??sighs.o level chi tmr..hope can at least get a b4..i hope..haha..gonna hardcore now till tmr!!hope i can dun ever think bout the past again.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1117200257319357382005-05-27T21:23:00.000+08:002005-05-27T21:24:17.326+08:00im feeling so damn sick..monday chi o's..how??haiz..im screwed.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1117018255208351042005-05-25T18:49:00.000+08:002005-05-25T18:50:55.213+08:00fuckdamn high fever..39 degrees..there goes my medals 4 games day tmr..not goin school tmr oso.sighs.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1116931390532166172005-05-24T18:40:00.000+08:002005-05-24T18:43:10.536+08:00trng in the morn..ferg and mark went oso..did a few sprints..then after tt went 2 st wilfred's 2 play soccer with 4e1..we won 4-3..i scored 1..syafiq scored 2 and eddie the other one..then went 2 ps 2 eat @ mos..then went 2 play pool with eld and tim..then went 2 the scgs bazaar..complete waste of time..then came hm..super tired..throat feeling damn bad oso..gonna hav dinner alrd..bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1116586531637654572005-05-20T18:51:00.000+08:002005-05-20T18:55:31.643+08:00Time to grow - LemarLast night I tried but I couldn't sleepThoughts of you were in my headI was lonely and I needed you next to meLife is harder since you leftI never meant to do you wrongAnd now all is said and doneI hope you won't be gone too long/ No[Chorus]Where do I goWhat do I doI can't deny I still feel somethingAnd girl, I wish you could say you feel the sameYou've broken the bondI gotta bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1116586234626823072005-05-20T18:47:00.000+08:002005-05-20T18:50:34.626+08:00damn slack 2day in school..only did a physics mindmap and dnt only..haha..played tennis with weiwen's federer racket..haha..made damn nice shots..=P feel damn gd usin his racket..hahaha..yup. then on the way home..this girl in yellow pointed to weiwen when he left..haha..yellow..haha..bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1116511690966311652005-05-19T22:05:00.000+08:002005-05-19T22:08:10.970+08:001 week more!!! games day..track meet..100m and 200m and 4 by 100m relay..i wanna run run run run run run run run run run run run run run run!!!!!sprint until i drop dead..hahaha.sighs. im gonna lose damn badly. sadly.haha.i juz wan my medal yup. =PbEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1116421439258459062005-05-18T20:53:00.000+08:002005-05-18T21:12:04.733+08:00there's this girl i once knew from my old estate..my sister's fren's sister..we have never talked 2 each other 4 who knows how long..shld be since i shifted out from the old estate..since pri 5..yup. so long ago..had damn fun times playin with her..yup. miss those days. we could juz play the whole day and not go home..haha..lol. had kinda gd impression of her then.recently i saw their family bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1116057761738930692005-05-14T16:01:00.000+08:002005-05-14T16:02:41.740+08:00010105 - 1405050035 - 1320 hrsits all over. the end.beneliz bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1116043881332752182005-05-14T12:10:00.000+08:002005-05-14T12:16:20.443+08:00im only gonna leave when u tell me in the face.i juz wanna hear it from u straight.only then will i leave.do i still mean anythin to u at all?y make me feel like this?juz tell it to me straight then.it will all be so much more easier.for u and for me.and that other person.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1115988941597683442005-05-13T20:54:00.000+08:002005-05-13T20:55:41.596+08:00this is it. it could all end in 1 hour time. sighs.really dunno wads gonna happen at the end of it.sighs.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1115979683730342922005-05-13T18:17:00.000+08:002005-05-13T18:22:59.463+08:00im so fucking confused right now.wad should i do?wait? or leave?maybe i should leave..im juz feelin damn confused now.fuck the world la.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1115814004812103632005-05-11T20:17:00.000+08:002005-05-11T20:20:04.816+08:00ur exams hav finished..but it seems all the same..all still feel so distant..when will i have you back into my arms?i miss you like crazy.i cant live a moment w/o thinkin of you.i miss you very badly my lil piggy.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1115732899716128612005-05-10T21:44:00.000+08:002005-05-10T21:48:19.723+08:00BEN AND JERRY'S ICE CREAM!!!!i wan more!!!!!!!!hehe..probability!!!so easy..i think..haha..=Pi miss u like crazy..bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1115634688808051132005-05-09T18:30:00.000+08:002005-05-09T18:31:29.813+08:00TENNIS!!!!WOOHOO!!!!IM IN A TENNIS MOOD!!!!MUAHAHAHA!! bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1115452469984644032005-05-07T15:50:00.000+08:002005-05-07T15:54:30.036+08:00im in a tennis mood!! haha..how cool is that..the last few weeks been playin tennis like mad durin recess, after school and free periods..haha..guess im gettin slightly better..yup. juz came hm from playin..guess wad..TENNIS..haha..went 2 rtc with alas..played with his dad and uncle. durin the warm up..all the shots i made..wah. haha. then played doubles..lost 1-6 4-6 though..but its alrite la..bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1115218699236511712005-05-04T22:57:00.000+08:002005-05-04T22:58:19.240+08:00ur always on my mind..thinking of you makes me different..im never gonna leave ur side..no matter what.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1115126570746869812005-05-03T21:19:00.000+08:002005-05-03T21:25:34.546+08:00Untitled - Simple PlanI open my eyesI try to see but Im blinded by the white lightI cant remember howI cant remember whyIm lying here tonightAnd I cant stand the painAnd I cant make it go awayNo I cant stand the painHow could this happen to meI made my mistakesIve got no where to runThe night goes onAs Im fading awayIm sick of this lifeI just wanna screamHow could this happen to meEverybodys bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1115114668346809272005-05-03T18:03:00.000+08:002005-05-03T18:05:09.523+08:00i feel so odd without you by my side.its just not the same.things seem so distant now. sighs.i miss u so so much.i wan u here in my arms.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1114353155693988312005-04-24T22:23:00.000+08:002005-04-24T22:32:35.696+08:00Nick Lachey - This I SwearYou're there by my side In every wayI know that you would not forsake me I give you my life Would not think twice Your love is all I need believe me I may not say it quite as much as I should When I say I love you darling that means for good So open up your heart and let me in And I will love you 'til forever Until death do us part we'll be together So take my hand and bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1114165566323351872005-04-22T18:21:00.000+08:002005-04-22T18:26:06.323+08:00hmmm..napfa juz finished..yup.shuttle run : 9.43schin ups : 5sit and reach : 32 (sighs.)sit ups : 56standing broad jump : 228 (hehehe..)2.4 run : 10.58 (YAY!!)yupyup. these r my scores..silver la..yup. good enough..ahaha..had 2.4 juz now..surprised i did so well..was happy if i got under 12 la..yup. damn happy with it. eld and alas after tt were mad la..tried to kill me coz i beat them both..hehebEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1113985250809116922005-04-20T16:15:00.000+08:002005-04-20T16:20:50.810+08:00hmmm..had house meetin 2day..there will be track events 4 the next games day..i ask mrs tan..she say got track coz some ppl say y no track meet..i think it was me la..so ya..haha..=P then as usual..mrs tan made me the track captain 4 oldham..coz y..im the only recognisable tracker in oldham..sighs. =P rite..got geoferry..but he's sec 3..so ya..me la..ben tan..oldham house track captain. =P..how ibEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1113908534846746002005-04-19T19:01:00.000+08:002005-04-19T19:02:14.846+08:00i dunno wads wrong with myself..sighs..do i even understand myself?? i dunno..bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1113825014144492042005-04-18T19:49:00.001+08:002005-04-18T19:50:14.146+08:00feeling down..i dunno why.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1113743049959442812005-04-17T21:01:00.000+08:002005-04-17T21:04:09.960+08:00hmmm..wad happ yest?? er..i was alone @ home almost the whole day..yup. wasted my time where i could hav done so much stuff..instead of juz usin the com and doin nothin..sighs..im so disappointed with myself..the chi o's r comin alrd and i still not really studyin seriously..when will i start to be serious..sighs..by the time i get serious..hopefully by june..i can seriously concentrate on my bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1113397050175667652005-04-13T20:49:00.000+08:002005-04-13T20:57:30.176+08:00hmmm ok..blogger ok alrd..yup. hmmm..nothin much 2 blog bout again..haha..act. dunno wad 2 blog about..haha..rite...hmmm..2day in school had health checkup..i still gotta wear my specs..(as if i wear them)..my colour vision..sighs..still the same..my backbone..a lil curve..but its alrite..yup. other than tt..nothin else la..after school went 2 sim lim with alas, eld, wen and syafiq..eld and wen bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1113218030389469052005-04-11T19:10:00.000+08:002005-04-11T19:13:50.390+08:00hmmm..school was the same again..ahaha..dnt after school..pon trng 2 follow eld 2 some modeling company..haha..then followed him there 4 the interview..but he's not doin alrd..coz gotta pay 4 stuff and not cheap oso..so no point in doin it..yup. then came hm..now im here..nth much 2 blog bout again la..hahahaha..yupyup.i keep feeling that somethin is wrong..is everything ok??i love u my princess.bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1113008411964182642005-04-09T08:55:00.000+08:002005-04-09T09:00:11.966+08:00yest in school..hmmm..i scored again durin recess..muahahaha..so tt means..7 goals in 3 days tt i played..muahahahaha..3 on tues..3 on wed..thurs i didnt play..then fri 1 durin recess..haha..im on hot scorin form!!!! haha..okok. had bb after dnt..damn crap la..went 2 play tennis 1st then mok and clarence came to tell us 2 go do drill..sian la..then took the sec 2's for drill..they damn crap la..bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1112882881217704882005-04-07T22:00:00.000+08:002005-04-07T22:08:01.216+08:00hmmm..ok..had another sian day in school as usual..haha..then had trng after school..ok..im like the most unfit in the team now..sighs..damn bad la..*sob* did 2km run..then did 4 100m 80%..then 3 120m 90% and 1 400m run..yup. can die ah the 2km run..sighs..but the rest after tt was alrite though..haha. then followed ferg in the taxi until newton then took mrt 2 meet alas 2 go tuition..then went 2bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1112789551193179372005-04-06T20:07:00.000+08:002005-04-06T20:12:31.193+08:00ok..nothin much happ in school 2day..yup. except tt i scored another hattrick again 2day la..haha..thanx thanx..hahaha..the last 2 days juz cant stop but juz score goals and more goals..haha..thanx ppl..no need 2 clap ya..thanx thanx. rite..had some stupid hdb talk after school..was damn sian la..everyone was like slpin..haha..nvm..then after tt went 2 bugis 4 awhile then came home..yup. nothin bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6239755.post-1112704840406192712005-04-05T20:36:00.000+08:002005-04-05T20:40:40.406+08:00hmmm..had extended day 2day..damn sian la..did english compre until 3 plus..then went 4 the rugby match thingy..reached farrer park field..i was thinkin..if in sec 2 i joined rubgy..i cld hav been there la..haha..dunno y i tot of tt oso..ahaha. nvm..then there were ri and sas ppl oso..yup. then the ac br and ac i match gonna start soon..it started 2 rain damn heavily la..sighs. used my umbrella bEnJaMiN...noreply@blogger.com