sighs. my screwed up com screwed up again..the internet this time..sighs. at eld's house now..yupyup. havent checked all my stuff in a LONG LONG time. so many things hav happened..owells. havin prelims now..yup. didnt think i'll be goin online often even if my net was alrite..yea. guess im kinda studyin hard to do well..tryin. yup. owells. wait till my internet's alrite..then i'll blog again.
Monday, July 25, 2005
hmmm..life seems to get more boring and more boring.
sighs. owells.
wad do i need to get it back to normal?
someone to help me liven it up maybe?
or how bout something exciting gets into my life?
hmmm.
i would prefer the first one. haha. lol.
ah. wth.
Dashboard Confessionals - As Lovers Go
she said "i've gotta be honest,
you're wasteing your time if you're fishing round here."
and i said "you must be mistaken,
cause i'm not fooling...this feeling is real"
she said "you gotta be crazy,
What do you take me for? Some kind of easy mark?"
No, you've got wits, you've got looks,
you've got passion, but I swear that you've got me all wrong."
all wrong.
all wrong.
but you got me...
i'll be true, i'll be useful...
i'll be cavalier...i'll be yours my dear.
and i'll belong to you...
if you'll just let me through.
this is easy as lovers go,
so don't complicate it by hesitating.
and this is wonderful as loving goes,
this is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting?
and i said "i've gotta be honest
i've been waiting for you all my life."
for so long i thought i was asylum bound,
but just seeing you makes me think twice.
and being with you here makes me sane,
i fear i'll go crazy if you leave my side.
you've got wits...you've got looks,
you've got passion but are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?
tonight.
tonight.
but you've got me...
i'll be true, i'll be useful...
i'll be cavalier...i'll be yours my dear.
and i'll belong to you...
if you'll just let me through.
this is easy as lovers go,
so don't complicate it by hesitating.
and this is wonderful as loving goes,
this is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting?
this is easy as lovers go,
so don't complicate it by hesitating.
and this is wonderful as loving goes,
this is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting?
Sunday, July 24, 2005
sigh. prelims is in 2 weeks or less!! im so dead.
will i get my targeted L1R4 13 pts and L1R5 18 pts??
i hope i can..
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
my my..long time nv blog alrd. gonna watch the track finals tmr @ choa chu kang. yup. even though no one from br made it. so haha. did target setting 2day. aimed to get 18 points for L1R5 for prelims. its possible. if i strive to work hard for it. i will. i can do it. i must trust myself. planned to get B3 for eng, C5 for chi, B4 for science, A2 for com. humans., A2 for dnt and A2 for emaths. yup. i can do it.
my running attire for nationals. haha..i like. haha.
Friday, July 08, 2005
screwed up runs. 100m was screwed. when i wanted to max my speed..my legs didnt respond to it..like somethin didnt let me max my speed..then long jump..i had to jump it in the end..was so close to qualiflying..haha..lol. like 15cm more la..haha..and the thing is i nv train for it at all..haha..lol. then relay. sigh. i was the only one who didnt make a mistake..shali slip @ the start..when i was gonna pass 2 sidney..he start too slow..then when he gonna pass to peter..peter start too fast. wth. didnt qualify for semi's in the end. damn sad..27th position. haiz. sad. wad a sad yr. owells.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
trng finished damn late 2day. 745..yup. did relay 2day. FINALLY! the formation is..shali, me, sid and peter. yup. felt kinda alrite receiving with left hand. better be la. its THIS FRI!! sighs. so fast.im gonna be so damn tired la. 100m in the morn..then long jump..then 4 by 1 in the afternoon. owells. shall foul my long jump. hehe..didnt even train at all for it. so ya. feelin kinda tired alrd. wanna slp alrd. legs are hurting. feel an injury coming to my right knee. shit. tts damn bad. owells. at least i saw the girl doin hurdles. hehe. =X
wouldnt it be nice if i could get msges of encouragement b4 i run on fri. hehe. *hint*
everythin seems to be so odd.
maybe ur not the one.
i suppose so.
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
wad a sian day. had no school. but watched the notebook at home coz peter lent me the vcd. it was nice. damn nice. damn touching. really nice movie. really really nice. feel like watchin it again. haha.
damn sian bout dnt alrd. freakin waste time. put in so much effort. he say wth. i expected more. screw off la. im doin dnt for the a1..not to give u the recognition.
tmr goin back school. sian. damn lazy la.
natz is in 9 days for me. 100m. long jump. 4 by 1 relay.
i had a dream. dreamt that we were running in the 4 by 1 final. i was 2nd runner. in front of me was the whole of cedar. wth la..haha. dunno y the dream was like this oso. owells.
Monday, June 27, 2005
had extra trng 2day @ serangoon stadium after the 1st day of school. was damn sian. so went to the stadium with ferg and mark foo. once outside the stadium..i saw cedar ppl..i was like..sian. nvm. then some cj ppl were there alrd..then changed..haha..i went to the wrong side..last time the guys toilet was at the right side..but now change to left..then this cedar girl was givin me the 'wth r u doin here look' haha..then i went to the other side la. duh..haha..then did warm up..drills..then did a few starts with blocks..all tgt bout 10..40m..then did 40m starts on the curve..then did a 100m run on the curve..felt damn good for the 1st few starts on the straight. yup. damn nice feeling. trng started @ 3..ended @ 6..the longest trng i hav ever had i think. then took mrt back home with ferg.
had a dream tt the relay team made it to the finals..and i was the 2nd runner for the team. it was a damn nice feeling. i hope this dream can really come true.
i really really like u..
Sunday, June 26, 2005
sighs. goin back to school tmr alrd. damn. gotta do my dnt now. gonna hav lots of trngs the next 2 weeks. tmr @ serangoon stadium..tues, thurs and fri @ bishan. yup. natz in 2 weeks.
Saturday, June 25, 2005
ok..yest was kinda tirnin day..yupyup. had trng in the morn. did 4 40m sprint starts..then did 2 100m sprints..then did 1 200m tempo run. did all with peter. then thempo run with angie and peter. yup. i had a slight twitch on my old injury. shit. damn scared it comes back now..2 weeks b4 natz. sighs. better wear the strap when i run now. kinda fun runnin in the rain. haha. slightly heavier than a drizzle. yup. then went 2 macs to eat. then went 2 the airport coz eld came back from uk. met alas on the way there. then eld's dad sent me home. then later in the evenin when to town. met up with almost all the bb guys from my batch. yup. wayne, james, kenneth, morven..and even..j liew..hahaha. lol. went to play pool. then ate @ cafe cartel in cine. stayed till 1145..then went 2 my godparents place. then went to maxwel food court to eat porridge. haha. then came back home ard 2 plus. yup. then went to slp strg away. haha. nth much to blog bout alrd. kinda sian bloggin oso. dun think i'll be bloggin much anymore. gotta study and more trngs to go for. yup.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
dunno wad i was thinkin abt yest. haiz..wads with me?? nvm.
wasted time in school 2day. haiz. only liked the time when we played tennis. haha. had maths. the freakin teacher not gd la. lower sec teacher. even ng hwee fern slightly better..hahaha. then recess played tennis..mr lau damn pissed..shouted from outside the class to the tennis courts..wth la. then went for physics prac..cldnt go in yet..coz we were all wet and stuff..haiz. then after tt went to play more tennis..then went opp school to cut hair..i like my hair!! hehe.. =P then after tt took bus home with alas and wen. yup. now im here. sighs. so sian. bored. dunno wad to do. haha. haiz.
shld i continue doin wad i wanna do or shld i stop before anythin worst happens??
sighs.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
sometimes i really dunno wad im thinkin about. i juz saw the jesse mccartney mtv for she's no you..sometimes i juz wish tt when i walk past some place with this group of gd lookin girls..they will turn and look at me..y..why do i feel this way?? haha. weird. sigh.
wad if some day i became famous??
will i ever feel the same way im feeling rite now?
i dun think so..but i can get all the attention i want. sighs.
unlike now.
i sometimes really dunno wads goin thru my mind.
i guess i shld hav gotten over the past . i hope.
but as i try to start new with someone new..
its juz doesnt seem to work.
maybe its juz not time yet.
or even maybe its not the right person.
i know that i hav only got to know you for a very short time.
i juz hope now that we can really get to know each other better and become good frens.
juz be frens.
that is a i wish for now.
the bold words in the song juz keep passing thru my mind..
Jesse Mccartney - Why Don't You Kiss Her
We're the best of friends
And we share our secrets
She knows everything that is on my mind
But lately somethings changed
As I lie awake in my bed
A voice here inside my head
Softly says
Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she'll never know
If you never show
The way u feel inside
Oh im so afraid to make that first move
Just a touch and we
Could cross the line
And everytime she's near
I wanna never let her go
Confess to her what my heart knows
Hold her close
Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she'll never know
If you never show
The way u feel inside
What would she say
I wonder would she just turn away
Or would she promise me
That she's here to stay
It hurts me to wait
I keep asking myself
Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she'll never know
If you never show
The way u feel inside
Why don't you kiss her (tell her you love her)
Why don't u tell her (tell her you need her)
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she'll never know
If you never show
The way you feel inside...
Why don't you kiss her?
Sunday, June 19, 2005
oh my gosh. ive got no mood to do any work at all!! tts freakin bad!! i wanted to do my dnt..but i fel damn lazy to do it. why? sighs. i gotta wake up soon..the freakin prelims are in early aug after nat day!! sighs. i've gotta start doin my revisions!! i juz hope someone will come and remind me tt its impt to start doin it. sigh. i cant wake myself up. i always tell myself wad i wan to achieve..but..m i puttin in the effort to get it? sighs. i wanna go to tp's school of design and do interior design. but with the grades i hav now..can i get in?
i wanna make it to the natz semi's this yr..natz is juz 3 weeks away..m i puttin in enough effort to make it? no.
sighs.
nvm bout the natz semi's..its not v impt..but o's is. when will i realise tt its very impt and if i dun make it past this hurdle..i'll be no one..when will tt be? maybe when tt person whom i hav tt special feeling comes along and wakes me up from this slp..and remind me tt it is impt and keeps supportin me along the way?
maybe.
i hope tt it could be you. but will u take it? i dun think so.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
sighs. wasted my time this morn. supposed 2 hav trng at ccab at 930. took mrt down to newton. came out of the station. it was rainin very heavily. sat at the bus stop for awhile to see whether the rain will get smaller. but it didnt. then went home after tt. wasted my time. cld have slpt longer la. haiz. feelin so slpy now. hehe. aiya..shall go play cm 5 now..hahaha.. =P
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
wasted my time goin to school 2day. went 2 "hand up" my folio..then go there..show him. he comment..then go off. wth. then he say so much la. say he expected me to do a lot better..haiz. pls la. i didnt know wad to do la. sigh. at least now i noe wad 2 do alrd la. yup. mark choo, max and charles were there oso. leonard damn funny. suppose 2 go for poa. but nv go. then he sit in the canteen dunno do wad. haha..then after eatin..came home. sighs. so borin. not in the mood to study at all. tts bad. damn bad.
maybe i shld.
Monday, June 13, 2005
wad a party yest..was kinda alrite la..but a lil borin in the end..ahahaha. =X met new and nice ppl there..like..er..hannah..aisha..and a few others la. yup. eliz, pauu, mel, elvis were there oso la..like duh la..haha. had drinks..was damn nice la..haha. I WANT MORE!!!!!!!!! haha. played dare and dare. i damn suay la..there were girls who got the bottle..but their dare had to hav a guy involved..then i suay la..get the bottle..hannah and weiting i think. yup. hannah was supposed 2 whisper somethin 2 me..then if i got wrong..got forfeit..i said wrongly..haiz. then in the end had 2 lick off choc fudge off her hand. haiz. then weiting. was made 2 kiss her neck. haiz. haha. the whole party was kinda alrite la..alas spent most of his time taking care of the kitten he gave mel as her prez. yup. left at ard 11pm. dad fetched me home.
then this morn had trng..felt tt i was ok after last nites drinks. then did warm up and drill..after tt..was supposed 2 do 4 sets of 3 40m sprints. 97-98%. so ya. 1st set did 2 100m and 2 40m..dunno y..haha. after tt..suddenly felt damn giddy and had a headache la. wth. then drank lots of water..after awhile was alrite alrd. so yup. then continued trng. owned peter..MUAHAHAHAHA. but he had a hip injury la..so. damn! haha. lol. then after tt went 2 macs..had a large normal coke..haha. with nothin else inside. damn. haha. nvm. then after tt walkin 2 the bus stop with gideon..then the bus was @ the traffic light and goin 2 the bus stop alrd. which was 150m away. then we both sprint like mad 2 get there la..hahaha..got on the bus in the end..haha. then @ the ccab bus stop..then cjc ppl were there..angie and her frens got on the bus. yup. then after tt went 2 raffles took 14 home. the freakin malay girls @ the back were damn noisy la. wth. then now im here. gotta do my dnt alrd. haiz.
Sunday, June 12, 2005
sighs. had my worst ever run tt day @ the mizuno wings..haiz. dun wanna blog bout it at all.
mel's bday 2day..HAPPY BDAY TO U!!! =) goin 2 her party later with alas..yup. shld be a real nice party yup.
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
wah..2days my most suay day!!! sigh. and wads with me and buses..haiz..1st..@ bugis..had trng..so ya..took bus down la..then saw eld there..wanted to take 170 to go ccab..ok..then freakin hell 5 960's passed by la..wth. then after the 5th one passed..170 then come..wth la..2nd time..after lunch @ macs with terry, peter and mark..went to the bus stop..wanted to take 171 then go raffles take 14 home..suddenly a 67 passed by..i could hav taken it la but damn long..so wait la..then 30 mins later 171 came..super pack..and it never stop at the bus stop. wth la. freakin hell make me wait so damn bloody long la. in the end still took 67 back..haiz. damn suay la 2day..haiz.
had trng this morn..went down..hmmm..its like natz juniors la..i go for 1 trng..then go comp alrd..haha..then tmr got wings..so ya. running 100m..relay not very sure la..nv train so long. so ya.had time trials..60m..finished 3rd..with 7.9s..tt bloody ashley won..peter got 2nd..beat me by 0.2s only..terry..dunno wad happ 2 him la..then after tt we did relay..did 3 times..was 3rd runner for the 1st 2 times..felt like i pushed like hell la..then last one..was 1st runner..damn tired for tt one la..yup. now my fitness damn low..haiz. nvm its ok..still got 1 month to natz..11 july..100m and long jump. yup. really hope i can make it to the semis..i noe it might be out of reach..but i will train like mad this whole month. i must make it to the semis//
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
long time since i blogged..went 4 camp..yup. had camp on fri..till yest..yup. paintball!!!! yeaa!!! headshot mr lai..haha..but he shot me in the leg..haha..mini aq..was station master..so kinda slack..=p slpt kinda alot of times..haha..like on the last day..slpt in the admin room when they were doin area cleanin..=P haha..kinda slack la the camp..every nite slpt @ ard 2am..yea..haha.. alrite la..then after camp..went 2 waffletown 2 eat..with dean, josh..and a few others la..cant really remem the rest..then went 2 my godparents place..left @ ard 11pm..
then 2day..went out with alas and eld..watched unleashed..@ bugis..yupyup. the movie was quite nice la ya..then went ard 2 look 4 mel's bday prez..yup. then went 2 town after the movie..bought mel's prez there..then walked ard cine coz didnt know wad 2 do..wanted 2 play arcade..but didnt..haha..then went down 2 subway..ate there..act outside the railings there..haha..then someone suddenly hit me wif a plastic bag..shaun tham..then ate finish alrd..then went home..eld and alas had 2 go 4 the mr and mrs smith preview there..so..sob..sighs..eld got 2 free tix la..so sian..alas helped him get somethin la..tts y he went..yupyup. act..wen asked me 2 go play tennis 2day @ mg..sry wen..
i guess the feelings are gone alrd..yup.
frens. only. nothin more.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
haha..its the 1st 2day..hmmm. yup.
has nothin 2 do with me anymore.
wth.
y do i still think of it?
-shrugs-
Monday, May 30, 2005
hmmm..gonna do 100m and long jump for natz..hmmm..was damn surprised when i found out tt i was gonna do long jump..nv did long jump ever b4..yupyup. haiz..the track teacher said tt the coach said i cld do long jump..so..hmmm. rite. trngs gonna be every mon..tues and fri..930 to 1130..sighs..gotta go back school for dnt oso..sigh. how i wish there were juz a lil more time..haiz. or maybe even a longer day..more than 24hrs..more time 2 do everythin..yupyup. haha..
had chi o's 2day..juz hope i can get a c6 la..started studyin only bout 2 days ago..sick the previous few days..cldnt really study..so ya..shld i redo if i dun do well?? i dunno..shall see how..yup. the last few days ive been listenin alot 2 howie day's collide..i dunno y..until i kinda memorised the song alrd..hmmm..maybe IF i join sg idol..shall sing tt song..hahahaha..if i ever join..or maybe 40 kinds of sadness by ryan caprera..actually..got kinda a few songs i can sing la..ahahaha..LOL.
the next few days gotta go back 2 school..sighs..lessons..got dnt in the afternoon oso..sian..now my hols like no hols like that..lessons..trngs..dnt..sighs..
Sunday, May 29, 2005
seems like the past has won..it still lives in my mind..
everytime i try to forget..it won't leave..
wad m i to do?
y do i keep lookin at the pics and neos we took?
y i do i still think of u?
y do i miss u??
sighs.
o level chi tmr..hope can at least get a b4..i hope..haha..gonna hardcore now till tmr!!
hope i can dun ever think bout the past again.
Friday, May 27, 2005
im feeling so damn sick..
monday chi o's..how??haiz..
im screwed.
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
fuck
damn high fever..
39 degrees..
there goes my medals 4 games day tmr..
not goin school tmr oso.
sighs.
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
trng in the morn..ferg and mark went oso..did a few sprints..then after tt went 2 st wilfred's 2 play soccer with 4e1..we won 4-3..i scored 1..syafiq scored 2 and eddie the other one..then went 2 ps 2 eat @ mos..then went 2 play pool with eld and tim..then went 2 the scgs bazaar..complete waste of time..then came hm..super tired..throat feeling damn bad oso..gonna hav dinner alrd..
Friday, May 20, 2005
Time to grow - Lemar
Last night I tried but I couldn't sleep
Thoughts of you were in my head
I was lonely and I needed you next to me
Life is harder since you left
I never meant to do you wrong
And now all is said and done
I hope you won't be gone too long/ No
[Chorus]
Where do I go
What do I do
I can't deny I still feel something
And girl, I wish you could say you feel the same
You've broken the bond
I gotta move on
But how do I end this lonely feeling?
You've gone, I'm here, alone
I guess it's time to grow
I try to speak, but my words never catch the air
Like you never knew I was there
Take me back to the days when you really cared
Can we make love re-appear?
I can't go on the roads too long
And now all is said and done
I can't go forward if my heart's still where i'm coming from
[Chorus]
Crying time is over
I know I can't control her feelings
If she won't return, then I guess I'll be a man
and move on
Time to grow / And move on
Make life better than it was before
Time to grow and move on
Make love better than I did before [repeat]
Though you've gone / And I'm here, alone
I guess it's time to grow
damn slack 2day in school..only did a physics mindmap and dnt only..haha..played tennis with weiwen's federer racket..haha..made damn nice shots..=P feel damn gd usin his racket..hahaha..yup. then on the way home..this girl in yellow pointed to weiwen when he left..haha..yellow..haha..
Thursday, May 19, 2005
1 week more!!! games day..track meet..100m and 200m and 4 by 100m relay..
i wanna run run run run run run run run run run run run run run run!!!!!
sprint until i drop dead..hahaha.
sighs. im gonna lose damn badly. sadly.
haha.
i juz wan my medal yup. =P
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
there's this girl i once knew from my old estate..my sister's fren's sister..we have never talked 2 each other 4 who knows how long..shld be since i shifted out from the old estate..since pri 5..yup. so long ago..had damn fun times playin with her..yup. miss those days. we could juz play the whole day and not go home..haha..lol. had kinda gd impression of her then.
recently i saw their family again..didnt know it was them at first..saw her..found her kinda familiar..then saw her sister and father then was sure it was her alrd. yup. sighs. i wanna find her..though it has been so long..but somehow she still remained in me..even though i didnt even think of her till now..sighs. i've been tryin to find her. but sighs.
is wad im feeling now called love or is it juz a feeling that will be gone soon? sighs.
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guess the last few days have been kinda alrite to get thru..even after wad happened..have been gettin flashbacks..juz keep appearing for no reason..sighs. shldnt try 2 think of the past too much..but they will stay as some of the gd memories of a bull shit life of a loser..sighs. a loser who cant even do gd things to the girl he loved and make her feel loved. sighs. ahhh. 4get it la..shldnt think too much but juz get on with life. achieve the goals i wanna achieve. yup. only then might i feel satisfied with wad im doin in my life. sighs.
Saturday, May 14, 2005
010105 - 140505
0035 - 1320 hrs
its all over. the end.
beneliz
im only gonna leave when u tell me in the face.
i juz wanna hear it from u straight.
only then will i leave.
do i still mean anythin to u at all?
y make me feel like this?
juz tell it to me straight then.
it will all be so much more easier.
for u and for me.
and that other person.
Friday, May 13, 2005
this is it. it could all end in 1 hour time. sighs.
really dunno wads gonna happen at the end of it.
sighs.
im so fucking confused right now.
wad should i do?
wait? or leave?
maybe i should leave..
im juz feelin damn confused now.
fuck the world la.
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
ur exams hav finished..
but it seems all the same..
all still feel so distant..
when will i have you back into my arms?
i miss you like crazy.
i cant live a moment w/o thinkin of you.
i miss you very badly my lil piggy.
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
BEN AND JERRY'S ICE CREAM!!!!
i wan more!!!!!!!!
hehe..
probability!!!
so easy..i think..haha..=P
Monday, May 09, 2005
TENNIS!!!!
WOOHOO!!!!
IM IN A TENNIS MOOD!!!!
MUAHAHAHA!!
Saturday, May 07, 2005
im in a tennis mood!! haha..how cool is that..the last few weeks been playin tennis like mad durin recess, after school and free periods..haha..guess im gettin slightly better..yup. juz came hm from playin..guess wad..TENNIS..haha..went 2 rtc with alas..played with his dad and uncle. durin the warm up..all the shots i made..wah. haha. then played doubles..lost 1-6 4-6 though..but its alrite la..at least..I KNOW HOW TO SERVE PROPERLY ALRD!! hahahaha..lol. EGO BOOST!!! haha..rite.
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
ur always on my mind..
thinking of you makes me different..
im never gonna leave ur side..
no matter what.
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Untitled - Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but Im blinded by the white light
I cant remember how
I cant remember why
Im lying here tonight
And I cant stand the pain
And I cant make it go away
No I cant stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybodys screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
Im slipping off the edge
Im hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I cant explain what happened
And I cant erase the things that Ive done
No I cant
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
i feel so odd without you by my side.
its just not the same.
things seem so distant now. sighs.
i miss u so so much.
i wan u here in my arms.
Sunday, April 24, 2005
Nick Lachey - This I Swear
You're there by my side
In every way
I know that you would not forsake me
I give you my life
Would not think twice
Your love is all I need believe me
I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear
I'm wondering how I ever got by
Without you in my life to guide me
Where ever I go the one thing that's true
Is everything I do I do for you
I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear
So whenever you get there
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down my love
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear
Friday, April 22, 2005
hmmm..napfa juz finished..yup.
shuttle run : 9.43s
chin ups : 5
sit and reach : 32 (sighs.)
sit ups : 56
standing broad jump : 228 (hehehe..)
2.4 run : 10.58 (YAY!!)
yupyup. these r my scores..silver la..yup. good enough..ahaha..had 2.4 juz now..surprised i did so well..was happy if i got under 12 la..yup. damn happy with it. eld and alas after tt were mad la..tried to kill me coz i beat them both..hehe..last round was the maddest la..stride for 350m..then last 150m i sprint all the way..100% almost 110%..yup. happy with it la..yup. =)
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
hmmm..had house meetin 2day..there will be track events 4 the next games day..i ask mrs tan..she say got track coz some ppl say y no track meet..i think it was me la..so ya..haha..=P then as usual..mrs tan made me the track captain 4 oldham..coz y..im the only recognisable tracker in oldham..sighs. =P rite..got geoferry..but he's sec 3..so ya..me la..ben tan..oldham house track captain. =P..how i wish there was the badge 4 it..sighs. tt will be cool. hehe..then takin 100m and 200m..yup. doin 4 by 1 relay oso..yupyup. no confidence we can win though..no other fast runners in oldham. sighs. nvm la..at most i will run like mad and beat everyone else..hehe..=P rite..so -.-''' la..ahaha..goin gym liao..cya! =)
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
i dunno wads wrong with myself..sighs..do i even understand myself?? i dunno..
Monday, April 18, 2005
feeling down..i dunno why.
Sunday, April 17, 2005
hmmm..wad happ yest?? er..i was alone @ home almost the whole day..yup. wasted my time where i could hav done so much stuff..instead of juz usin the com and doin nothin..sighs..im so disappointed with myself..the chi o's r comin alrd and i still not really studyin seriously..when will i start to be serious..sighs..by the time i get serious..hopefully by june..i can seriously concentrate on my studies and stuff..yup. then 2day..looked thru a lil of the chi words..yup. i gotta do more of this..if not..there will be no hope for me..i noe i can do well 4 the o's..but will i be happy after i get my results? i dunno..sigh.
will u be there to pick me up when i fall??
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
hmmm ok..blogger ok alrd..yup. hmmm..nothin much 2 blog bout again..haha..act. dunno wad 2 blog about..haha..rite...hmmm..2day in school had health checkup..i still gotta wear my specs..(as if i wear them)..my colour vision..sighs..still the same..my backbone..a lil curve..but its alrite..yup. other than tt..nothin else la..after school went 2 sim lim with alas, eld, wen and syafiq..eld and wen bought stuff..yup. then after tt took mrt home..reached hm..realised i long time nv reach home early in a lonh time alrd..hahahaha..rite.
i love you.
Monday, April 11, 2005
hmmm..school was the same again..ahaha..dnt after school..pon trng 2 follow eld 2 some modeling company..haha..then followed him there 4 the interview..but he's not doin alrd..coz gotta pay 4 stuff and not cheap oso..so no point in doin it..yup. then came hm..now im here..nth much 2 blog bout again la..hahahaha..yupyup.
i keep feeling that somethin is wrong..is everything ok??
i love u my princess.
Saturday, April 09, 2005
yest in school..hmmm..i scored again durin recess..muahahaha..so tt means..7 goals in 3 days tt i played..muahahahaha..3 on tues..3 on wed..thurs i didnt play..then fri 1 durin recess..haha..im on hot scorin form!!!! haha..okok. had bb after dnt..damn crap la..went 2 play tennis 1st then mok and clarence came to tell us 2 go do drill..sian la..then took the sec 2's for drill..they damn crap la..then after parade went 2 waffletown 2 drink/eat choc chip ice cream in sprite..ahahaha..quite nice..yupyup. then dad and mum fetched me then went 2 pick up mich coz she went 4 some chalet..yup. then her fren followed us..went 2 macs 2 eat a lil..then sent her fren home..yup. nth much 2 blog bout alrd again.haha.. cya!
Thursday, April 07, 2005
hmmm..ok..had another sian day in school as usual..haha..then had trng after school..ok..im like the most unfit in the team now..sighs..damn bad la..*sob* did 2km run..then did 4 100m 80%..then 3 120m 90% and 1 400m run..yup. can die ah the 2km run..sighs..but the rest after tt was alrite though..haha. then followed ferg in the taxi until newton then took mrt 2 meet alas 2 go tuition..then went 2 parkway..followed wen 2 restring his racket..then while they were eatin ice cream..some guy came up 2 me and alas askin us 2 do a survey on online shopping and stuff..yup. then after they ate finish..alas and i went 2 tuition..then went in..doin the ws tt time..the 4 kc girls behind us damn freakin noisy la..wth. sighs. nvm. then did the work and after finish when 2 parkway 2 meet my fam. then walked ard then left..and now im here..feelin kinda tired now. yup. maybe gonna slp soon..see how. nth much 2 blog bout alrd..byebye.
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
ok..nothin much happ in school 2day..yup. except tt i scored another hattrick again 2day la..haha..thanx thanx..hahaha..the last 2 days juz cant stop but juz score goals and more goals..haha..thanx ppl..no need 2 clap ya..thanx thanx. rite..had some stupid hdb talk after school..was damn sian la..everyone was like slpin..haha..nvm..then after tt went 2 bugis 4 awhile then came home..yup. nothin much i wanna blog about alrd..juz dun wanna blog bout it only..haha..so yup.
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
hmmm..had extended day 2day..damn sian la..did english compre until 3 plus..then went 4 the rugby match thingy..reached farrer park field..i was thinkin..if in sec 2 i joined rubgy..i cld hav been there la..haha..dunno y i tot of tt oso..ahaha. nvm..then there were ri and sas ppl oso..yup. then the ac br and ac i match gonna start soon..it started 2 rain damn heavily la..sighs. used my umbrella oso no use..got all wet..completely..sighs. ran 2 some nearby shop houses..then left 2 go bugis after tt..saw carol @ bugis coz she was workin there..ahaha..then walked ard..then on the way home..on the bus 12..there was this couple..wah..haiyo..dun wanna look..but somehow still look..sighs..dun wanna talk bout it..ahaha..gtg alrd. byebye.
Monday, April 04, 2005
sighs..somethin wrong with my com again..dunno y..think got some virus again..sighs..y so unlucky one..haiz. bloody hell..
Sunday, April 03, 2005
hmmm..so bored at home now..all alone..sighs..nvm.
yest..went town 4 awhile to meet eliz, mel and pauu..had lunch..then left 4 gombak stadium @ ard 1.30..yup. the freaking ride took so damn long la..haiz..1hr to reach there..sighs. once i got 2 the stadium..got kinda freaked out alrd..but then juz did all the normal stuff la..warmed up alone..then stride..then slack awhile..went and do more strides..then reported in..was talkin 2 the tanglin sec guy..u know wad..he's b day 1 day after mine la..wth..ahaha..then *BANG! my race stated..had quite a gd start..think i was 3rd of the blocks..but after tt..everyone started running past me..sighs..in the end..i beat this NJC guy..haha..THANX THANX!! haha..felt it was an ok run la..yup. they said i had 2 hav more armswing..so ya..nxt time..yup. then stayed 2 watch shali and ferg run..then @ tt time was like 7 plus alrd..then rushed down 2 my godparents place 4 dinner..then stayed there till 12 plus..was super tired after tt..came hm and slpt straight away..
now so damn sian alone @ hm..sighs. bored. suppose 2 do my hmwk now..too lazy 2 do..sigh.
Friday, April 01, 2005
hehe..2days the 1st.. =) still remember how i was 3 months ago..haha..dunno how 2 describe it la..yup. im juz really happy la..yup. =)
Thursday, March 31, 2005
hmmm..juz had dinner..came from trng juz now. yup. stayed in school 4 study group..then went 4 trng..i was late..again..sighs..then i rushed to do my warm up and drills. yup. then did 12 starts..3 with blocks..felt kinda gd bout it yup. then did 300m all out. damn tiring la..did it in 47s i think..haha..then after tt did 3 80m strides..yup. felt alrite..think im ready 4 sat yup. my dad was there 2 pick me up..didnt know until i ran finish my 300m run yup. then went 2 buy drinks..then came home..feeling kinda alrite now i guess..legs a lil tired..but its ok..yup.
tmr's the 1st..hehe.. =)
sian la..havin free periods now..sighs..damn sian..............................
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
so many things i wanna do..
but i cant..
something is always holdin me back to do it..
why..why cant i do it?
i dun wanna feel this way..
i love you.
Monday, March 28, 2005
True - Ryan Cabrera
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think
I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know
What you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
yay!!! my com ok alrd..haha..yup. heard from my mum tt the guy juz came and cha the monitor..tts all..aha..yup. nothin much happ in school 2day..but r.e.w. felt kinda sian la..yup.
