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Thursday, July 29, 2004

wah laoz...yest saw xiang run!! omg...he got 3rd in the 100m finals!!! my gosh...he was so damn fast lor...he had a damn good start and a damn good run!!! liaoz...hope i can be like him next yr la...sigh...really hope so...feelin slightly better now...but startin 2 hav cough...sigh...tmr gonna hav aquathon...gonna run...my swimmer...issac lim...haha...lol...we join 4 fun 1 la...haha...but after tt got n level oral and the national day rehearsal...sigh...memorisin the commands now...sighz.............

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

ok...had the rehearsal 2day after skool...was kinda ok la bein the parade commander...then had some super long commands...sianz...now...feeling super sick!!! gonna hav flu soon...sigh...tmr gonna support xiang @ the national stadium tmr...he is gonna do damn well man!!!

Monday, July 26, 2004

gonna hav the school aquathon or biathalon this fri...then after school had house meeting...at first yea...no 1 saw me...so i not gonna run in it...then ben lee(sec 2) wif joshua leong came 2 me and ask me 2 join...knn...liaoz...put my name down 4 indiviual some more...i can bloody swim lor...kaoz...then now they put me in the relay...sigh...3.5km leh...im not a long dist runner!!! im a sprinter!!! kaoz...heh heh...but gonna skip lessons la...haha...lol...then on the way home...wif eld and wen...saw the sc girl tt stays near eld...haha...she dunno how 2 sit properly ah...haha...lol...nvm...y m i talkin bout her all the sudden...haha...nvm...

sigh...guess im feelin myself again after wad she told me like at the start of the month...sigh...now im like back 2 my old self...havin crushes here and there again...dunno whether its a good thing coz now i dun really hav any1 tt i really like...but all the sudden i start likin this girl i dun even know...only see her face b4...then she dun even noe me some more...y...y m i feelin like this...sigh...i guess im juz feelin lonely or somethin...dun hav some1 tt can really hear wad i wanna say at times when i wanna say somethin bout my life...my life seem so damn diff after wad happ...now...dunno wad i should do...look 4 some1 new or studies...n level gonna be like 1 1/2 months time...sigh...prelims in 3 weeks time...kaoz...sometimes really feel damn left out at times...feels like crap la...guess i should concentrate on my studies and hope some1 special can really help me concentrate in it and then hope after tt i can go 4 her...but...i really dunno who tt special some1 is goin 2 be...really hope she appears soon...

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

sigh...this mornin had the semis 4 the 4 by 1 relay...had a bloody bad start again like wad happ 2 my 100m...then after the start...ran...then can hear the siglap runner breathin behind me...liaoz...then suddenly he on par wif me...kaoz...then pass 2 terry...siglap juz ran off...then terry's run was damn bloody bad...worst than mine...then was last...ashley burst off way b4 him oso...sigh...ashley...asshole...nvm...then pass 2 ci...caught up alot...then xiang oso...caught up 2 ppl...then finish 4th...but didnt qualify 4 finals...i freakin wanted 2 run in the bloody finals lor...some more at national stadium...sigh...all mine and terry's fault...sigh...if not can run there liao...hmmm...tmr goin school...SIANZ....I WANNA GO CHOA CHU KANG AND SLACK AGAIN!!!!

Sunday, July 11, 2004

hmmm...had kinda mixed week last week...found out stuff i never ever wanted 2 know from her...felt damn fuck up after tt...but kinda got over it already i guess...gonna hav a busy week next week...mon and tues after skool last trainings b4 nats on fri...wed got oral practise and thurs n level eng oral exam...then fri natis...100m in the morn and 4X100m in the afternoon...haiz...got promoted 2 warren officer...gonna hav leave from bb the comin sat until national day celebrations where i gonna be parade commander...sigh...feel damn fucked up bout bb already...damn bloody sian...