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Thursday, December 30, 2004

ok..seems like things hav gone 4 the better..haha..=) real happy when u told me last nite..haha.. sry if i was abit the slow ya..haha..really hope tt we can be tgt and spend times we will remember..=) so i really hope i can get the positive when u tell me ur ans tmr..yup.


Tuesday, December 28, 2004

hmmm..maine came back from japan yest..went airport with alas..yup. rainin so heavily..suppose 2 meet alas @ 530..was late..reached @ 545..haha..sry! haha..so went airport..eli called me say tt she came out alrd..then ran there..but..she still not out la..make us rush..haha..nvm..then maine's mum was there..soon maine's dad and bro came..yup. then gabriel as usual was desiaoing me la..haha..sayin tt i slpt in the airport the whole hols..haha.. then maine's plane landed @ 545..she only came out like 7 la..waited so freakin long..haha..nvm.. then after tt went wif eld's mum, eld, maine's fam 4 dinner..once we reached there..heard eli was comin oso..then everyone was desiaoing me again..sighs..maine's mum the best la..treat me so well..asked everyone to stop..haha..THANX AUNTIE!!! =) yup. then ate until ard 930..then everyone was thinkin of where my god parents house were..haha..so funny..haha.. then everyone suddenly wanted to send me..then the next moment..they didnt want to send me..haha..dunno y..rite..then in the end eld's mum sent me there..THANX AUNTIE!!! =) yup. then reached my god parents house..then we talked..then left @ ard 12 i think..yup. then went home..changed..slpt..yup. eld gonna hav a dinner @ his house tmr nite. askin us 2 go..haha..
thinking twice..


Saturday, December 25, 2004

merry xmas ppl.. =) haha..went 2 god ma's house last nite 2 celebrate xmas..yup. stayed until 2 am..was plain risk with my couzs'..haha..super fun..haha..
changed back to one of my old layouts again..haha..still liked this one..yup.
THANX KERRI 4 HELPIN ME PUT MY TAG BOARD BACK!~
haha..
sighs..im stayin @ home on christmas..sighs..wanna go out..haha..alastair..sure with diott..
eld..sure say dun wan la..xr..maybe la..but sure say no money..othniel..siao..so far..haha..lol.....


Wednesday, December 22, 2004

YAY!! juz finished my webbie..yup..uploaded all the pics i wanted alrd..hmmm..but think its kinda plain though..haha..its like the 3rd website i've made..haha..anyone reading this should go to my website now and sign my guestbook..coz i wanna noe ur commemts..yup. :)
boredz


Tuesday, December 21, 2004

juz did a webbie..again..haha..go visit it..its th first link in my links part..yup.


Monday, December 20, 2004

sighs..i've still been thinkin alot lor..dunno y..i juz wanna stop..but it cant..was listenin 2 lian ai da ren almost the whole day yest..u were the one who told me to go listen..dunno y i was listenin 2 it almost the whole of yest..sigh..


Sunday, December 19, 2004

sigh..yest went 2 meet liz and elvis @ sgh..elvis went 2 see her auntie..but liz and i didnt go in la..yup. then we went to ps 2 eat..ate @ kfc..then walked abit..then went 2 kovan..send liz hm..elvis went 2 heartland mall to get some cards..in the end stayed awhile 2 learn abit of magic tricks..haha..then i walked liz hm la..then after tt went hm..took mrt back..reached hm..showered..then left 2 go hav dinner..then after tt went 2 god ma's house..stayed there till 1am..then came home..felt kinda weird and sick yest..throat felt kinda bad..but was not tt bad..got worst last nite though..and even worst now..sigh..could it becoz i thought of it too much yest? i dunno..sigh..feelin kinda depressed..like a sudden blow to me when i knew..but i wanted 2 know it..so its not ur fault..i guess i juz thought too much la..yup. sigh..still tryin 2 get rid of it..though i still dun think i will..sigh..


Friday, December 17, 2004

YEA..made it 2 sec 5..super relieved now..haha..got 7 points..once i got the result slip..i got so freakin scared la..didnt dare look @ it..haha..all my subjects improved..only maths deproved from A1 to A2..sigh..then poa..haha..gonna drop it next yr..got ungraded..haha..lol..




AAAHHH!!!
GETTING BACK RESULTS LATER!!!
feelin super worried..sighs..


Wednesday, December 15, 2004

went 2 the airport last nite 2 fetch liz back from thailand..yup..:) finally came back alrd..haha..reached airport like super early la..1015 got there..the plane only landed @ 1035..and they came out only @ 11 plus..then liz and her mum came out like even later..@ 1130..coz their luggage got eaten by a rat?! haha..ok..then after tt they left..went 2 wait 4 my dad @ the taxi stand..haha..then he ask me 2 go 2 the pick up point instead..like duh la..haha..then went there..liz was there alone waitin 4 her dad 2 come wif the car..then went up 2 her la..then she said she was juz gonna call me..haha..so chiao..haha..lol..then we talked 4 awhile la..then our parents came liao..then went off lor..yup..

i still dun believe wad u got 4 me lor liz..haha..showed my parents they were like "will u wear tt?? hahahaha"..haha..yup. think im gonna juz leave it in some dark corner of my room..(if i can find a dark corner)..haha..lol..yea..

glad tt ur finally back la..:)


Sunday, December 12, 2004

i miss you so much..i wan u back in s'pore now..sighs..i dunno y im feelin like this..y..sigh..

never before have i felt this way
for anyone
you just attracted me to you
without me knowing
and i look at you
and i just knew
with what you were
you just attracted me more


Friday, December 10, 2004

sighs..so borin stayin @ home and doin nothin but the same things everyday..sigh..wake up 8am..then use com from 9 to 12 plus..hav lunch..after lunch..either use com again or watch tv till 6..then listen 2 my cds..then 7 hav dinner..after tt watch tv till 10 plus almost 11..sighs..i wanna go out but dunno go out wif who..i wanna go overseas..but kinda late 2 go alrd..results gonna be out next fri..sigh..gettin super worried la..damn scared i didnt make it..haiz..but wads done..is done..sigh..juz really hope i get less than 10 pts..

ur comin back on tues..real happy ur comin back alrd..but these few days..the only thing i've been thinkin of..is you..
missing you..



Tuesday, December 07, 2004

juz came back from the airport..sent liz off 2 thailand..sighs..woke up @ 515..then did all the stuff i do in the morn..then my dad send me there..once i reached there..the airport was super pack..full of ppl..i was thinkin.."so early..u ppl no need 2 slp ah.." haha..lol..then saw liz there..and her fren mel there..then her mum and dad was there too..then they talked 4 awhile..then i juz stoned there doin nothin..then they went 2 check in the stuff..another of her fren came..elvis i think..yup. then talked 4 awhile 2 her..then soon they went in..sighs..maine's dad and bro, gabriel were there oso..then after seein her go in..felt kinda sad..sighs..maine's dad then brought me along 2 go eat breakfast @ the airport canteen..talked 2 gabriel 4 awhile while orderin the food..then ate..then left..maine's dad gave me a lift home..THANX UNCLE!! =) then now im here..

i guess the plane ur on now is gettin ready 2 fly off 2 bangkok..hope u hav a great time..didnt get the chance 2 do wad i wanted 2 do juz now..nvm la..another time..
i will miss you..



Sunday, December 05, 2004

ok..went 4 a com course this morn..went wif my dad..cldnt find a carpark..coz 2day shenton way all close..then nvm.at least got there on time..the 1st part super sian..intro on a computer..dotz..think i dunno anythin ah..liaoz..then 1st part damn sian..internet security all tt crap la..but 2nd part was more fun la..webpage designing..though i noe a lil bit alrd..went 2 noe more..then in the end..got damn blur..the teacher la..but after listenin 2 her explain @ the end of class..then not tt blur after tt..yup. then went 2 suntec juz now..went 2 look 4 a new hifi set..coz the 1 in my room somethin wrong..didnt buy coz was juz lookin ard..dad gonna wait 4 sale then buy..yup.

ur leavin on tues..y r u not replyin my msges again..guess im feelin kinda depressed bout it again..i dunno y..ur gonna be gone for 1 week..tt means 1 whole week of not talkin 2 u at all..
1 week seems like a short time..but to me..it is a long time..and i'll be thinkin of u every minute in those 7 days..



Friday, December 03, 2004

this morn went 2 airport 2 send eld off 2 melbourne..me and xr only..yup. his parents and maine parents were there..yup. then his parents gave us a lift 2 my house..xr came alone and slpt for 3 hours!!! PIG! then we went east coast cyclin..long time nv cycle liaoz..then after cyclin till 430..we went 2 the lagoon hawker centre 2 eat..

$6.80 worth of satay
$4 worth of you cha kway and tau pok
$4 worth of chai tow kway
$4 worth of wanton mee
$3 worth of fishball soup
$2 worth of ginko and black longan dessert
haha..tt was wad we ate la..altogether $23.80 worth of food!!! we gonna explode alrd..all thanx 2 me.. coz i was hungry. haha..still feelin a lil hungry i think.. then we went 2 cycle back 2 my house and cycled round my estate 10 laps..until gonna die alrd..haha..then now we're here la..yup. :)


Thursday, December 02, 2004

TAUFIK WON!!!!
oh yea!! haha..he won!! went wif eld, my sis and liz..yup.i sat wif eld and liz sat wif my sis..
both were super gd yest la..didnt who was gonna win..
the atmosphere was super..dunno wads the word 2 describe it..haha..
ended round 11..then liz left..her dad fetched..eld, my sis and i walked out 2 macs 2 eat..then my parents met us there..liz was @ the drive thru..haha..
ate finished..then went home..was super tired..dunno y..haha..
sry i didnt really talk much 2 u yest..made u feel kinda left out..real sorry..if there's anythin i can do 2 make up 4 it..


Wednesday, December 01, 2004

IM GOIN 4 THE S'PORE IDOL FINALS LATER!!!!
haha..awww..i had 4 free tix from my aunt..haha..THANK YOU!!! :)
goin wif my sis, eld and liz..:) but the seats not 2gether..so i'll be sittin wif eld while my sis will sit wif liz..haiz. haha.
really wan taufiq 2 win!! i dun really like sly..although my sis likes him..but later all of us supportin taufiq..only mu sis supportin sly..haha..lol!!
sighs..every1's like goin overseas..maine went japan liao..jolyn goin us soon..eld goin melbourne this fri..liz goin thailand..sighs..left xr, alas, wen..and a few others..sigh..i wanna go overseas oso!!!! long time havent went overseas liaoz..haiz..



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