True - Ryan Cabrera
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think
I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know
What you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
yay!!! my com ok alrd..haha..yup. heard from my mum tt the guy juz came and cha the monitor..tts all..aha..yup. nothin much happ in school 2day..but r.e.w. felt kinda sian la..yup.
Sunday, March 27, 2005
sighs..my com's screwed..the monitor was juz a blank white page..yup. now bloggin @ my godparents place..yup. the guy's gonna come tmr 2 see the monitor..yup. gotta rush home from school tmr..hmm..sat was the bb enrolment service..was the brigade colours escort..yup. then got the long service award oso..now the left sleeve got 2 badges alrd..haha..lol..then last fri..went 2 eld's place 4 dinner..eliz, mel, pauu, alas, eld and i were there..yup. played a bit of soccer..then had dinner..watched the crap movie we made last yr again..ahaha..then sang songs..again..sang er..more than words..fool again with eld and alas..and when u say nothing at all with eld..yup. kinda alrite la i guess..then after tt went 2 eld's room 2 watch more videos..and stuff..yup. felt kinda sian watchin the videos again la..the only fun thing was the spot the differences thingy. yup. haha..left eld's place ard 1130..eliz's mum sent me hm..THANX AUNTIE!!! =) yup. hmmm..nothin much 2 blog bout alrd..oh ya..next sat..national juniors..sighs..running in the under 20 category..sighs..im so gonna get trashed la..haiz..
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
hmm..ok..2day in school..had e maths common test..didnt noe how 2 do the graph qns..sighs..the rest were quite alrite la..i hope..haha..shld be can pass yup. then had pe..scored a super easy tap in..haha..lol. kinda crap la the game..haha..OH YA!!! then durin julia gabriels..there were some visitors 2 the school..girls from south africa..then after pe..i was wearin the track jersey..then audrey lim brought them in2 the class..then said tt this is wad we wear 4 pe..then except me la..then she ask me 2 model 4 them how our jersey looks like..like wth la..haha..haiz..then had concert done by them after recess..there were netballers..and others oso la..yup. didnt really care bout lookin @ them..yup. i guess so..haha..the performance was quite not bad..yup. nice..kinda enjoyed it i guess..yup. then after school went 4 trng..we did warm up..then drills..then did hurdles!! haha..hit the 1st hurdle though..haha..but after tt was alrite alrd..then after hurdles..did 3 sets of 200m..damn tirin..haiz..then got scolded coz we started about 10m b4 the starting mark..wth..then i juz walked off..yup. then went 2 change and left..reached hm about 630..then used the com awhile..then had dinner..studied a lil chem..then im back here again..yup. tmr chem common test..sighs..im screwed..
Monday, March 21, 2005
ok..didnt blog the last few days coz kinda busy with stuff..yup. sat morn..went 2 acs i 4 bb enrolment rehearsal..was asked to be g.o.h. commander 1st..then changed 2 colours escort..haiz..after the whole thing finished..went 2 clementi 2 hav lunch wif othniel, wey shi, mok and ivan..then after tt rushed down 2 gombak stadium coz had sph relays..was reserve..but most prob cldnt run oso coz was overage. yup. 4 by 2 relay..it was alrite la..leading all the way until terry's last 75m..he died and the sports school guy ran past him. yup. then sunday..4 by 1..reserve again..warmed up wif the team..shali, terry, ferg and peter. yup. they got 1st 4 the heats!! it was a damn gd run..shali created a lil bit of lead..terry maintain..ferg created more lead but peter lost a lil..but still finished 1st!! yup. then mr foo was damn happy 4 us oso..yup. then finals..haiz..not tt gd though..yup. finished last..but it was alrite..didnt get trashed la..so alrite..only start of the season oso..so yup. can improve somemore..saw quite a few familiar faces..from cedar..yup. haha..then a few others from other schools. yup. haha..now school started again..all the common tests coming alrd..or hav come alrd..haha..had physics 2day..maths tmr..yup. can la..juz study can alrd yup. hmm..the next comp in abt 1 mth time..gonna train damn hard 4 it coz im gonna run in the under 20 category..haiz..later get trashed ah..hahahahahaha..k la..nth much 2 blog bout alrd..yup.
Friday, March 18, 2005
hmmm. ok.went 4 trng 4 the 1st time after not goin 4 almost 4 weeks coz i was sick..yup. then once the coach saw me..he said"where have u been the last few weeks?" haha..so i told him la..i was sick..had a damn bad cough and flu. yup. then he juz walked away. yup. then ok..trained..did er..drills, then did relay passing..sidney to me..me to sidney. yup. felt kina alrite receivin the baton on the left hand. yup. then after tt the team did the actual run..shali, terry, ferg and peter. coach asked me to shadow terry and peter. yea. felt kinda gd sprinting again after so long. but after the 2 times.. felt like puking..which was gd..tt means im pushin myself..yup. then after tt warm down. then trng ended. felt kinda alrite la..after not trng 4 so long ya. haha.
hmm..wed went out. went 2 marine parade library 2 meet eliz, mel and pauline. didnt noe pauline was there until i got there. yup. they had 2 do hmwk and eliz had 2 do her fnn research. yup. then soon alas came..then @ ard 5..they went back 2 mel's house coz she had 2 change..-.- haha..then alas and i went 2 play pool..waited 4 them 2 be done..@ 1st pauline was not goin..then we cld share cab..so in the end she went and we had 2 split cab..so left alas and i in the other cab. haiz. then went 2 heeren..looked 4 corn..but he wasnt there..so yup. then walked 2 taka..met maine..shopped..then waited 4 eld 2 come..then went 2 breeks 2 hav dinner..the table behind us was freakin irritatin la..camera flashes here and there..damn sian..but lucky i wasnt facin them la..haha..lol.after dinner..eliz and pauline and 2 go off..so i followed..then walked eliz out of the train..up the escalator..hah. then came back down. yup. then went 2 my godparents place. stayed there until ard 12..yup. then went hm.
hmmm..2day..guess i gotta study..if not tmr after the comp if im running then can go out. yup. hope i will run la..yup. hehe. even though i only had 1 trng 4 it..haha.. see how la.
hope to cya there tmr..even if im not running ya. maybe can go out? see how ya.=) i miss u.
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
hmmm..juz came home from the study retreat in school..it was super crap la. ya..didnt even study at all..only did like 6 or 8 algebra qns..yup. haha.
1st day
reached school
assembled
went 2 classrooms
workshop
lunch
games
shower
dinner
movie.
yup. tt was about it 4 day 1. ya
day 2
wake up
breakfast
self study
clean up
dismiss.
yup. end of camp. damn slack la..nv do anythin in it lor. ya. then after tt went 2 ps wif alas, eld, dog and xj..ate @ ljs..then wen came after tt..then alas dad came to send us hm..hehe..thanx uncle..even though u dunked me on sat..ahha..
*i really missed u while i was in camp. cldnt stop thinkin of u. i love u.
Saturday, March 12, 2005
I WANNA GET DUNKED AGAIN!!!
haha..2day was kinda sian la..only liked when i got dunked..haha..super fun..haha..went 2 school like @ 6.45..so freakin dark la..then filled the pool with water..damn sian..carry pails up and down..from dnt to tennis courts..wth la..but once we started the funfair..it was damn damn fun..haha..think i kinda attracted quite alot of ppl when i was gettin dunked..all the bb ppl la..wth..haha..but its ok la..haha..then mr sim, mr tang, mr chan, mr ng, ms carolyn leow all got dunked..haha..yup. carolyn leow attracted the most ppl la..duh! haha..dear came with mel and pauline..then walked ard..eat..then they went off..yup. then went back 2 help after tt..end of day..cleared up..then the dunking ppl started playin with the coke and dry ice..haha..damn crap la..got my whole shirt full of coke..haiz. then left. went 2 tangs..then went 2 macs..eat..came back hm..gonna slp soon..freakin tired.
it was really nice seeing u again after so long..=)
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
went 2 watch hitch after school 2day..finally got some free time from funfair prep..was supposed 2 go 4 a bb meetin @ acs i..but nv go la..yup. watched wif alas, eld and wen @ ps.
the show was damn nice!!! muz go watch..damn funny oso..haha. damn cool. muz go watch la..
sighs..tmr..more funfair prep..sighs..stress balls!!! haiz. do until sian alrd..do stress balls..in the end become stress doin them..haha..
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
boo..sigh..dunno wad 2 blog bout..haha..oh yes..this sat the funfair!!! muahahaha..wth..haha.. come to the dunking pool in the tennis courts!!! dun go 2 the 1 in the student plaza..thank u..haha..yup. think its gonna be a gd time..i hope..yup.
Sunday, March 06, 2005
something's wrong..
im confused..
i dunno wad to do..
sighs.
Friday, March 04, 2005
hmmm..this entry's bout me scoldin la..yup. dun contd readin if u dun wanna.
wah..damn crap la..last few weeks i fell sick..then nv go trng..now..i might not be runnin 4 sph..coz i cant go 4 tmr's trng..wth. its like i wasted my time b4 i got sick trng la..trained so freakin hard 2 get my fitness back 4 sph..then i get sick..wth. I WANNA RUN!!!
i wanna see how they do without me..(if im not runnin) if maybe terry, me and ferg run..will do quite well i guess..yup. maybe if terry and ferg run..hopefully can do as well..but..who will replace me?? peter..maybe..yea..maybe..ai ya..dunno la..its like im freakin boastin tt im damn fast la..but im not..im like sayin w/o me..the team will do damn badly like tt..aha..ai ya..nvm la..hope the team will do as well w/o me la..yup. if i get the chance 2 run..i will..dun care whether im sick anot la..yup. but..i will confirm run the next few comp no matter wad..esp nationals..
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
hmmm..ok..founders day was quite ok..ya..alas dad fetched me 2 eld's house in the morn..then watched team america..haha..damn crap show..ahaha..damn funny oso..then had lunch..then eld's sis fetched us 2 the indoor stadium..went in..then..WAH!! i nv see so many ac ppl in 1 place b4 sia..haha..the whole indoor stadium filled with white and blue uniform ppl..yup. saw ppl i knew..old frens from last yr's batch..sighs..could be like them if i studied harder in sec 1 and 2..sigh..nvm..then had celebration..then mr chan called my class 2 help to do somethin..in the end we were holdin up the cards with our school name on it..haha..damn cool..was holdin the a in barker..haha..then had telematches..i cld hav been there if only they asked the track ppl to help..haha..nvm. then after the whole thing finished..went 2 macs..me, alas, eld and wen were there..they ate..then left..waited 4 my dad..then he sent wen hm..then came hm after tt..yup. after the celebration 2day..felt damn gd bein in ac..guess i will miss the times after i leave the school..yup.
dear..real sry i cldnt spend the day with u..will make it up 2 u nxt time yup.
missing you..
HAPPY 2ND MONTH MY DEAR!!
hehe..how time flies past us so fast..yup.
i love u..