i dunno wad 2 put as my title for my blog. lol

Sunday, January 29, 2006

HAPPY CHI NEW YR..went for breakfast @ my uncle's place as usual like every yr..then took pics as usual. then left for grand uncle's place. then had lunch @ macs again. practically did almost the same things like last yr. hahaha..then came back home 2 use com..then vernon kor kor and serene zhe zhe came over to bai nian to my parents. yup. then mums fren came over soon after for steamboat like wad we do every yr again. and soon after grandmother and aunty came over. yup. hmmm. then they all just left yup.

tmr goin 2 bai nian 2 my mum's side fam. hmmm. gotta go bathe alrd. yup.

i imagined u havin dinner tgt with us. it seemed so real. guess tt will happen in the future yea? =)

Saturday, January 28, 2006

sigh. i really hope i made the right decision for us. yest was my last day at usm. left it with mixed feelings. everyone was tryin to get me to stay on. sigh. i really wanna stay on. but its a decision i decided some time ago and im not a person to go against it. since i decided tt im not gonna contd..i have my reasons so ya. i really hope u can understand. i felt really sad last nite after leavin u coz i didnt want to make u sad over my decision. sigh. its makin me feel really bad now. just went ur blog. was happy and shocked at the same time. happy coz it showed me how much i mean to u. shocked bcoz i didnt expect u to go to tt extend..after walkin off..i had a feelin tt u were somehow behind me..but didnt think much bout it. sigh. guess i dun deserve it. ~~maybe even dun deserve to have u.~~ sighs. its a sad day for me. i just hope tt this decision doesnt change anythin.

i guess wad i say now will not make u feel better or anythin.

im just really really sorry.

Friday, January 27, 2006

THANX MY DEAR JESS-AMIN!!!

she helped me change my template..

although someone fell sick and i felt lonely at the shopfloor today. =(

she just made my day and im v happy coz she did such a gd job in creatin a new template for me.

thank you. =)

lookin forward to tmr..

Friday, January 20, 2006

hmmm. went to tp and sp open house with jess aka jess-amin..and oh. btw. i got a new name given to me from my colleagues at u2. its called ben-ica. haha. =) we met @ ard 1215 yupyup at tampines. then went to the tp open house. hmmm. looks like i found wad im gonna join alrd. interior architecture & design. yes. im gonna do design at tp. anyone wanna join me?

haha. so we walked ard tgt..saw a few old barker ppl. then walked 2 the business school. walked ard. then while walkin out of the business school..saw pauu. yup. then after tt we left to go sp. it was kinda waste time at sp la. nth much to see. we reached there at like 3 and we left at 340. hahahaha..then left for ps. watched cheaper by the dozen 2. its super funny la..hahaha..quite a nice show yupyup. after the movie. walked jess-amin to the bus stop yup. then once she got on the bus. i headed back home. and now im here. haha.

had a really nice day today ya. =) hope u did too.

she's just the girl im looking for..

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Just The Girl - The Click Five

She's cold and she's cruel

But she knows what she's doin'

She pushed me in the pool

At our last school reunion

She laughs at my dreams

But I dream about her laughter

Strange as it seems

She's the one I'm after

[Chorus:]

Cause she's bittersweet

She knocks me off of my feet

And I can't help myself

I don't want anyone else

She's a mystery

She's too much for me

But I keep comin' back for more

She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

She can't keep a secret

For more than an hour

She runs on 100 proof attitude power

And the more she ignores me

The more I adore her

What can I do?

I'd do anything for her

Cause she's bittersweet

She knocks me off of my feet

And I can't help myself

I don't want anyone else

She's a mystery

She's too much for me

But I keep comin' back for more

She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

And when she sees it's me

On her caller ID

She won't pick up the phone

She'd rather be alone

But I can't give up just yet

Cause every word she's ever said

Is still ringin' in my head

Still ringin' in my head

She's cold and she's cruel

But she knows what she's doin'

Knows just what to say

So my whole day is ruined

Cause she's bittersweet

She knocks me off of my feet

And I can't help myself

I don't want anyone else

She's a mystery

She's too much for me

But I keep comin' back for more

Cause she's bittersweet

She knocks me off of my feet

And I can't help myself

I don't want anyone else

She's a mystery

She's too much for me

But I keep comin' back for more

Oh, I keep comin' back for more

She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

Just the girl I'm lookin' for

I'm lookin' for

Just the girl I'm lookin' for