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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

im disappointed with myself for wad i did last nite. im really really sorry. guess i did it bcoz im afraid tt i would lose u.. im afraid tt after poly starts, we would go our separate ways coz we might get busy with school and stuff..and then might not even have time to msg each other. sigh. im really sorry. still frens with this foolish and stupid guy i hope?

too embaressed to meet at u later.
guess i even feel tt i dun deserve u. im not gd enough for u.


Sunday, February 26, 2006

why are u like this?
its making me worried abt u.
it hurts to see u like this.


Tuesday, February 21, 2006

hmmm..bloggin coz someone asked me to. =P lets see..today i went back 2 work at usm..again..haha..hmmm. when i walked in..it somehow seemed kinda dull..found out later tt everyone kana scolded by see wee coz the mens wasnt replenished properly. hmmm. owells. i lucky la..when i came..see wee left. so yea. lucky me..hmmm. then the rest of the day was kinda alrite and sian. but i gotta admit. i was super blur today la. hahaha. owells. shakti and the other guy..forgot his name..came to find me at the shop today yup. hmmm. after tt went home myself yup. hmm. off tmr yup.


Friday, February 17, 2006

hmmm..met up with wen for pool at parkway just now. he oso had to collect his racket so yea. then met glenn after tt to go east coast lagoon for dinner. longggg time nv eat there alrd. hahaha. then after tt walked to marine cove to meet julian, sl, edward, brendon, js and mark foo. but i left after awhile so yea. yup. nth much happen other than these yup. hmmm. was suppose to meet jess for movie and dinner today. but she had tummy upset the whole day so didnt meet in the end yup. hope ur alrite alrd ya?


Thursday, February 16, 2006

hmmm. im goin back to usm to work again. haha..coz its like i've nth 2 do until poly starts so might as well go back and work yup. hmmm. received my v day gift yest..all i can say is tt i has put a smile on my face. the amount of effort u put into it just showed how much i mean to u. =) but lookin at wad i got for u..and wad u got me..it makes me feel bad. sigh. make up for it nxt time ok? haha.. =)


Monday, February 13, 2006

sighs. disappointed with myself for not even gettin at least 1 distinction. sighs. L1R4 21 points. where can i go? civil engineering. maybe i shld do tt. u'll nv know wad gd can come out of it after tt. for all u know..i might even like it. hmmm. ok. yest was my last day at usm. not workin anymore. yup. guess i will miss workin there yup. owells. will go back visiting there once in awhile. just as long as she's workin there. heh.


Thursday, February 09, 2006

ITS TMR!!! MY GOSH!! so fast. when u want it to be fast..it comes slow. when its reachin alrd..it seems so fast. sighs. tmr 230 in school to collect results. die la. damn scared alrd. owells. wads done is done. we must accept wadever we get from it. yes.

i cld see tt u were sad just now after i left. it hurts me to see u like this. i promise that i will try to not let it affect us.

Craig David - Unbelieveable

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

[Chorus]

Now I see, what love means


Wednesday, February 08, 2006

hmmm. work as usual today. but was let off earlier. supposed 2 work till 7..but see wee let me and jess off at 6. haha. coz there was nobody at all at the shop la. hahaha. owells. so we let usm early and went to eat. ate at kenny rogers!! someone at first say dun wanna eat the corn muffin coz she didnt like corn in the end still ate the muffin finish. hahaha.. i wonder WHO? ahahaha. =P after tt went back usm for awhile then went to find wena at marina yup. the shop looks NICE. hahaha..but v easy to steal from there la..alot of blind corners. owells. they were all busy preparin inside the shop yupyup. talked 2 wena for a lil while then we contd walkin again. walked to city hall..then the nice person walked me to the bus stop la..feel damn bad tt she did tt la. hmmm. owells. workin at 3 tmr yup. OH YA!!! results out this friday!!! my gosh. like finally la. hahaha. really hope i can do well in it la. yupyup. INTERIOR ARCHECTITURE AND DESIGN!!! heh.

will u be joining me in tp?


Tuesday, February 07, 2006

hmmm..yest was wena's last day @ usm..so we all went for dinner after work..although i had off. haha..met jess b4 tt. supposed 2 meet @ 6 but she last min had smt on..so met alas first to play pool for awhile @ parkway..then went to marina to meet jess at 7. watched fun with dick and jane. alrite show la. a lil funny. quite alrite la. but not the best so yea. so after movie went back 2 usm. as usual..photo taking and everythin. haiz. then took cab down to marina south to eat steamboat..kinda seemed like seoul garden la..hahahaha..so ate..see wee was as usual takin video and stuff..ate ate ate. wena best la..kept cookin and cookin la. sian. we all were like full and she still contd cookin even more. ahahaha. after tt took more pics then we all left yup. cab back home with wena and ling. yup. workin later at 6. yup. someone very jealous tt i start @ tt time la. hahaha. =P


Saturday, February 04, 2006



my most favourite gift ever. =)


Friday, February 03, 2006

being with YOU..makes me complete.
YOU are everythin i will ever need. now and forever.
guess i cant live without YOU in my life.
YOU are my everything.

ben-ica and jess-amin will live happily ever after. =)


Thursday, February 02, 2006

SURPRISE!!!
hahaha..wad can i say..im the greatest la..hahaha..everyone knew i was goin back 2 usm except u. sry la ok..heh. hahahahaha. =p yup. if u still dunno..im back workin @ u2 suntec. for another 2 weeks until the 12th yup. hahaha..went back yest..then someone was like blur..she tot she was still dreaming..hahaha..u weren't dreaming ya.. =)
ok..so i went back 2 work @ usm yest..everythin was still the same when i left a few days ago..haha..dunno whether to consider it as left though. hahaha..
after work went to eat with my dear jess-amin..heh. walked ard doin nth for almost an hour coz we were not sure wad to eat..hahahaha..in the end ate @ seoul garden yup. superrrr long time nv eat tt alrd..hahahahaha..hmmm. yup.

really happy im back with u. being with u makes my day. =)



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benjamin tan
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